So if you guys follow my breakthroughs,the usual breakdown is:
Night
Firepit
Music
25g of DMT out of GVG
Tonight I only managed to cram in 2/3 of the DMT for a complete breakthrough. So I'm guessing a bit less than 20mg..I couldn't even do a 3rd pull. I'm going to try to write down all I could remember, but it was the most intense breakthrough yet.
It started off very quickly where everything started mixing together and brought me to almost a bit clown like enviroment. I looked at my friend and he was holding this LED light that changed color, as I looked at my friend he had a transparent layer of clown makeup over him as he was smiling. As I turned away and looked at the ground, I saw the space and stars below me, and I was looking at a reflection of myself. And I had some weird feeling that I was trying to go/count/or see inifinity if that makes any sense.
My friend gives me the GVG to see if I want to do the last pull to extend the breaktrhough even more, and I tell him no and push it away. NOW heres the part, I have NO idea if my eyes were closed or open, but as I turn away I see me and my friend together. We are passing something to each other, and I see us normal, then morphing to flame type outlines, to various colors. Theres nothing around us, just blackness and stars. It keeps repeating for a bit over and over. Anytime I put my head down it seems as if both worlds go upside down, and I sometimes see me looking at myself.
Near the end I notice the music finally comes back into my hearing as the breakthrough is fading away. I try to pick up the mp3 player and just notice how incredibly animated it is, I am tryign to press the buttons, but it seems as if theres a million things going on with the screen, I can actually see through the screen and see veins and as I try to press a button it keeps on multiplying by 4's. My friend asked me some question, but all I could say back was that I was still in the breakthrough. I looked at the ground and everything was like a computer board. After that it started to finally go away.
I'm still in disbelief of it all. Was it a true out of body experience or was I just imagining me looking at me and my friend?When it was all done it was very hard to remember most of it,and those few tidbits above are all I could remember over a 10 minute journey.