Bach! I can only handle Chopin's nocturnes whilst on psychedelics...
What was your route of administration of the spice? Those are large quantities! Are you holding in your hits as long as you can?
And it is still teaching me so much about learning to let go

its the build up to the letting go of the daily concerns that I find the hardest part.
And try not to worry too much about whether you broke through or not. It came for me in time, and my first few tries at it it just didn't happen.
Good luck and I wish you all the best in future journeys