Hi all,
My friend recently tried DMT for the third time, here´s his report:
About haf an hour ago (I think) I took dmt for the third time. I wasn't planning on anything big, but I have discovered that it probably doesn't really matter how much I take, it will take me as far as it wants, or in this case, she wants, coz I clearly felt a female presence. I t think it was the shaman that people are talking about, but in my world its a she.
I first cleared out the machine I used for my previous experience with my new found friends. But that didn't do anything besides give me the dmt taste in my mouth, so I quickly grabbed the one loaded with 50 mg and took one hit.
Soon thereafter dmt took over, I wasn't so nervous this time as I found that dmt is a gentle lover. Ive read many stories about dmt being a wild and uncontrolled psychedelic rollercoaster ride, but I don't experience it/her like that at all. Its really smooth and not out of control (knock on wood).
As soon as the hit, hit, I could see the clear geometric patterns. Besides them being absolutely flabbergasting, they also feel really familiar and trusted, like there is really no other logical patterns. I've tried creating other patterns here and they look really silly and unnatural.
Soon after this I could feel distant presences and one more close presence. What I thought would be the shaman, or in this case the wica. She was creating the patterns with waving motions of her arms above my head. I was, I think, a little amazed at how sort of tall or all present or big she was. Not big in the sense of size, but .. I guess this is one of those hard to explain things. I could say 'other wordly' or 'divine' or one of those words, but that just doesn't cover it. But it made me feel really at ease.
I had all the time to gaze at the visuals. I really like the visuals. And soon after I opened my eyes to see that the patterns were still there allthough a little less bright. Wherever I looked the visuals were still there in sort of moving warping 3d matrix form. I also often see little black dots in the middle of the visuals. Like nodes in a matrix. I remember that at one time I sort of realised what the dots were, but unfortunately I lost that part. Probably I lost a lot more cause I felt really really amazed afterwards.
What I also thought in the middle of things is that im actually getting to get used to dmt very slowly. As if I first slowly need to figure out what this dimension is all about before we start breaking through to other worlds.
Also I recall that I was going a little further than I initially wanted. I just wanted a little visuals. But I really think its dmt who decides whats going to happen. The first few seconds I was a little like 'o oo I took a little too much, I want to stop now', but she gently took me away and at the end I didn't want it to stop yet.
Another thing that amazes me is the clearness of my thoughts all the time during the journey. I really get to check out things that I saw or thought I saw the previous time. For example I was pretty convinced I was seeing auras during the second trip, but now I am less sure. I also wont try to explain what it is I see, it will need further investigation.
Ok thats it for now.
Oh yeah, also I really want others to also have this experience. That is what I thought right afterwards. It's so beautiful. Which is funny, cause one of the first things Leyla said was 'I strongly recommend it'.
As if the last thing they whisper is to share it with people.