Following my
first successful breakthrough with ayahuasca last month, I decided I'd like to give freebase DMT another try and soon after performed my second extraction using
Cybs' Hybrid ATB 'Salt' Tek with ACRB, which did turn out wonderfully compared to my first extraction (thanks Cyb

).
My breakthrough on aya was easily the most beautiful and deep experience I've ever had in my life. I had smoked freebase twice before that, but didn't experience much beyond minor visuals and was unable to breakthrough, most likely because I was first getting started with this substance and had yet to realize the importance of set and setting.
My first experience with the new batch (which took place about 3 weeks ago) went pretty well. I tried making my own "machine," but after shattering 2 beer bottles and an empty Jager bottle, I was forced to resort to a cheap soda bottle/tin foil vaporizer. I also have yet to purchase a milligram scale, so I carefully eyed a suitable dose of the orange wax/white crystal combo, loaded it into the bottom of the vaporizer, took a seat on my deck outside in the sun, and held the flame of my bic about an inch below the foil until the bottle was full and the vapor was no longer flowing around inside. I cleared it in one hit, and started counting. 5 seconds, I was tripping. I began to feel/hear the familiar "hum" of the tryptamine and nearly lost count while I was admiring the trees across the yard. Somewhere around 12 seconds, I exhaled and smiled as everything around me began to dissolve. I laid back and closed my eyes, and was immediately greeted with complex kaleidoscopic patterns cycling through every color I could imagine. I was amazed, thinking to myself "Wow" while just gazing at the patterns in my mind. A woman's face with bulging eyes appeared wearing something that resembled like a tall Egyptian headdress, with all of the same colors flowing through her. She had a very welcoming and friendly feel to her, and she asked me "This is what you wanted, wasn't it?". I softly replied "Yeaahhhh" while still lost in the patterns. She backed off a little bit and just observed me observing the patterns, and it remained that way until I opened my eyes. The whole thing probably lasted 2-4 minutes, but it's hard to tell. Not as much of a "profound" experience as my breakthrough on aya was, but still beautiful and probably a good way to ease my way into this method entering of hyperspace.
Now, after leaving the DMT sit in my freezer since that last trip, I was finally able to find the time to take another trip last night. Maybe I didn't come into it with the proper mindset, but this time around it was "different" to say the least. I administered it the same way as last before, using a cheap plastic bottle/tin foil vaporizer, and took a seat on my bed to prepare for lift off. Cleared the bottle in one hit and instantly began to feel the rush and "hum" throughout my body. At 3 seconds colors started popping, and by 10 the room was dissolving. I laid back and closed my eyes, and began watching the kaleidoscopic patterns again. I soon sensed a presence, but its "entrance" felt different from the other entities I had experienced. It almost felt like it was "creeping" into my space, and then within the patterns I began to make out a naked female body. The body began kissing and feeling up what I'm assuming was supposed to be "me". She was extremely sexual, so much that it kinda came across aggressively. An image of a girl biting her finger like intentionally trying to appear "innocent" took place of the patterns, and she would sort of giggle. It switched back and fourth between the two girls a few times, and toward the end the "innocent looking one" ASKED me something along the lines of like if she was like welcome or invited? The whole thing felt off. I felt confused, but I was calm and didn't communicate with whatever it was, and instead just observed what I was seeing until it was over.
I remembered coming across some posts on here about dark entities but didn't look into them too much, so as soon as I came back to I got my laptop and found
this discussion where SKA says...
SKA wrote:Further more, next to Repulsion(By means of Terror), these Demons sometimes use Attraction to bring people off balance too. By sexual seduction, by offering illusions of knowledge & power or any other means by which they can create a huge, strong desire. Desires that are strong enough to ruin all trace of inner calmness & Peace.
Like fears/Repulsions, that also very effectively can disturb inner peace. That is why they are these demons' 2
favourite tools: Attraction & Repulsion. To push or pull you away from your calm, peacefull center; Your self.
Is this what I encountered? Some kind of dark entity or demon that was trying to seduce me??
I definitely did not experience what I was expecting to when I blasted off, but it was still an experience to learn from nonetheless. However, next time I think I'll try taking some Syrian Rue seeds that I have leftover from previous brews beforehand to avoid being violated again