So a few weeks ago I finally broke through. After trying a good amount of vapes I finally listened to alot of peoples advice of the GVG. Only took 3 tries to get it right with that and it was totally worth it.

3 hits, as I held in the 3rd one as long as I could I coughed it all out in 1 burst and a few seconds I slammed back on my bed as I saw everything in my windows get swirly and cross eyed. Everything started becoming super saturated and the trees outside started dancing and pulsating with rainbow outlines. One tree burst through the left side of the window shooting a rainbow window across the room and filled the room with twisting rainbow shapes falling from the ceiling. My walls expanded out and shrunk in, and turned a grayscale color. It felt like a very circus type show for me all while kind of laughing about it. All the veins in my hand were gray colored as well.

Everything looked normal in my room, but the feeling was that everything was somehow different through out all this. If anything comes to mind is that I had a strong feeling that this was another dimension in life. That's exactly what it felt like. Throughout all this it felt like my brain was on overdrive and every single cell in it was working.

Was it a deep experience? Not really. But as a first breakthrough it had me thinking alot about what just happened. It felt like the craziest, weirdest ,happiest and at the end of it all a bit confusing lol