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I recently made a DMT-heavy change mix from 500mg of peppermint and lobelia, 400mg of fresh red mimosa goo, and ~100mg of freebase Harmine.
I loaded 130mg of the resulting changa into a bubbler along with a pinch of mapacho, and lit that up. Three long, giant hits later and the bowl was ash. Near instant breakthrough. The carrier wave came on strong and so loud it drowned out all other sounds. There was no anxiety like with some trips, just pure bliss, even though my heart was racing. The rainbow colored jimjam of hyperspace was shifting and folding too fast to make sense of, but I was still awestruck by its sheer beauty. I saw every color imaginable, and yet more that were unimaginable. The folds in hyperspace continued to increase in speed and the carrier wave in frequency until I felt like i was vibrating apart and the folds became a multidimensional flower of every color. I remember asking out loud if my teacher was present, and at that instant the flower opened, revealing the smiling face of Ganesha, and pulled me through.
I was suddenly in a complexly folding room, covered in Sanskrit symbols of every color, while two extremely feminine, fractaling elephant-like women danced and spun on each side of me. Aloud once more, I asked what they could show or teach me, and I felt a wave of pure love and joy wash over me. Fractals nearly filled my vision, and I both saw *and felt*, soft feminine hands (at least 4) running over my face and head continuously, and felt as if a thick liquid or energy filled my mouth from the inside. During this contact, I saw alien-like beings in surgical masks standing over me, working on me. There was a bright light above them, shining down on me as they worked. I saw them through a veil of multicolored folding, fractaling jimjam. Nothing about them seemed malicious or of ill-intent. As they continued their work, the many feminine hands continued to caress my face and head. Eventually, the surgery was over and the aliens gone as suddenly as they appeared. Just as suddenly, I *physically* felt as if one of the lady with many hands was behind me, spooning me in a loving embrace. She continued caressing my face while also pressing her body into my back, while also caressing my chest and rubbing my nipples. It was extremely intimate and we just layed there in our embrace, as the visions slowly faded, until it was all gone, and her with them.
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Wow that sounds euphorically erotic It's absolutely amazing that a "drug" can induce this kind of contact. It's simply unimaginable! Thanks for sharing that with us, glad you had such a touching journey. I've yet to establish any physical contact with the entities or even communication, only observed them in their realm.
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It sorta took a 360 from the sanskrit and Ganesha to the alien surgery, but then that's DMT for ya. I've seen Egyptian gods intermingling with some of the familiar alien geometric abstraction entities. "Science without religion is lame. Religion without science is blind" - Albert Einstein
"The Mighty One appears, the horizon shines. Atum appears on the smell of his censing, the Sunshine- god has risen in the sky, the Mansion of the pyramidion is in joy and all its inmates are assembled, a voice calls out within the shrine, shouting reverberates around the Netherworld." - Egyptian Book of the Dead
"Man fears time, but time fears the Pyramids" - 9th century Arab proverb
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Indeed it is. DMT seems to love mixing several completely separate things simultaneously. The female figure that was caressing me during and after the alien surgery had four hands which is very hindu-like, while the alien surgery is just... Well, that's DMT for ya!
Prior to the changa, I'd spent several hours struggling over a paper I'd been writing (and had been struggling over starting it all weekend), and today, I got it all done in a few hours with no problem whatsoever. I haven't felt this intellectually energized in months.
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Global wrote:It sorta took a 360 from the sanskrit and Ganesha to the alien surgery, but then that's DMT for ya. I've seen Egyptian gods intermingling with some of the familiar alien geometric abstraction entities. Yeah DMT is always so rapidly transforming. I've actually seen an Egyptian deity (Sobek) before as well.
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Sounds like a lovely experience, thanks for sharing And you got your paper done, awesome. I find changa really helps to remove writer's block, or almost any mental block, for me as well.
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Wonderful!
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it can feel pretty real, yea... hard to shrug it off as just taking a dose anymore. Sounds epic tho, digged the part about the thick liquid in your mouth that musta felt cool With every great plan comes the pleasure of patience. Take a rest, and grab a suckle off the teat of life!
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Did it ever cross your mind that these invasive insectoid-surgeons were using some kind of "pleasurable mind-meld" to distract you from what they were actually doing to you: ie. Performing some kind of psycho-surgery on you without any explanation and without your consent???? Doctors like that in the REAL WORLD would lose their licenses for such unethical practice and procedure~ Namaste- translated: "The Divinity within me perceives and adores the Divinity within you"
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Dinineyes: They weren't insectiod... this time. They looked fairly human, except somehow not. That is a possibility though. Whatever they were doing, it wasn't harming me, more like removing something negative.
Changalvia: The viscous liquid-energy in my mouth was awesome. It felt almost like a foam that kinda forced my mouth open, though "forced" isn't exactly the right word. I didn't 'have' to open my mouth, but it felt better to have it open.
It's definitely hard to think of it as "just a dose" anymore. The Hindu symbolism I've seen of late is one of the things that really gets me, since I've spent years reading up on western mythology, but I only have smatterings of knowledge of Hindu stuff. I know a lot more about Egyptian mythos than Hindu, and yet I've only seen Egyptian gods once, and never anything European though most of what I've studied is Greek, and northern/western European mythology.
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keleblin wrote:Dinineyes: They weren't insectiod... this time. They looked fairly human, except somehow not. That is a possibility though. Whatever they were doing, it wasn't harming me, more like removing something negative.
how can you be so sure this wasn't harming you if they are, in possibility, already using a (metaphorical) drug to distract you from whatever this surgery's goal was? Far away across the field, the tolling of the iron bell calls the faithful to their knees, to hear the softly spoken magic spells
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The third eye,humanity's only hope...
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I once saw a strange doll like being with 100 hands handling a box, but she wouldn't let me see what was in it. When i convinced her to let me see, she opened the box and it sucked me into it. The character Indoril_Nerevar is an artistic work of fiction, and thus all his claims and ideas are works of falsehood and fiction and should be treated likewise. There is no relation between Indoril_Nerevar and any real living or dead person, and any existing similarity or seeming relation is purerly coincidental.
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Jaigurudevaom42 wrote:keleblin wrote:Dinineyes: They weren't insectiod... this time. They looked fairly human, except somehow not. That is a possibility though. Whatever they were doing, it wasn't harming me, more like removing something negative.
how can you be so sure this wasn't harming you if they are, in possibility, already using a (metaphorical) drug to distract you from whatever this surgery's goal was? I just can. I've had enough DMT flashes to be able to recognize negativity as it's much harder to hide in hyperspace than in the 'real' world, and secondly, my personal life/mood has been more positive since that last flash. It's also possible that that surgery was a glimpse into my own future as I do have surgeries that will likely be required within the next so many years. Regardless, you can believe me or not. It makes no difference to me. The most important thing I've learned from DMT is to let go. Entities can only harm you if you let them, by giving in to negativity.
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"The most important thing I've learned from DMT is to let go. Entities can only harm you if you let them, by giving in to negativity." This is exactly what a Parasitic Symbiont would want their "Host" to think~ symbiont (smb-nt, -b-) or symbiote (smb-t, -b-) An organism in a symbiotic relationship. In cases in which a distinction is made between two interacting organisms, the symbiont is the smaller of the two and is always a beneficiary in the relationship, while the larger organism is the host and may or may not derive a benefit. See also hostparasite Namaste- translated: "The Divinity within me perceives and adores the Divinity within you"
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I need to find them, I need to be in that movie! Meditate before you venture, take it seriously, use it as medicinal—it is good psychotherapy if needed. Realize that you, the Earth, others, and the Universe are all one and the same process. Then take that knowledge back to become, as you already are, one with nature. Eternity in every moment. Divinity in every particle. All is one organism.
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I may have said this in another thread, but I have had an experience almost identical to what you described! It wasn't like alien sex in terms of intercourse, but unbelievably erotic sensual foreplay almost. And it was just one entity, not two. We made eye contact for a brief second at the very beginning, but the physical sensations were so powerful and rapid that I could hardly make sense of what was going on. This entity seemed to caress every inch of my body in the most delicate, ethereal way. All over, everywhere, never in the same spot for more than an instant. I could feel myself basking in her warmth and goodness One of my most cherished memories. Ahh.... we all have that one that got away..... Once in a while, you get shown the light in the strangest of places if you look at it right.
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CatchThirtyThr33 wrote: Yeah DMT is always so rapidly transforming. I've actually seen an Egyptian deity (Sobek) before as well.
I've seen him too... I didn't know who he was until I searched and found out that he was an actual mythological creature... What does this mean? Does this mean he is real?
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divineyes wrote:"The most important thing I've learned from DMT is to let go. Entities can only harm you if you let them, by giving in to negativity."
This is exactly what a Parasitic Symbiont would want their "Host" to think~
symbiont (smb-nt, -b-) or symbiote (smb-t, -b-) An organism in a symbiotic relationship. In cases in which a distinction is made between two interacting organisms, the symbiont is the smaller of the two and is always a beneficiary in the relationship, while the larger organism is the host and may or may not derive a benefit. See also hostparasite Ahem.. You mean paramatman? No way, desireless being. Edit: I think that's just your parasympathetic nervous system speaking. Silly humans.
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Jaigurudevaom42 wrote:keleblin wrote:Dinineyes: They weren't insectiod... this time. They looked fairly human, except somehow not. That is a possibility though. Whatever they were doing, it wasn't harming me, more like removing something negative.
how can you be so sure this wasn't harming you if they are, in possibility, already using a (metaphorical) drug to distract you from whatever this surgery's goal was? Exactly this came to my mind We are each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another.
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We are all living in our own feces.
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Great report I once saw an extremely errotic she devil on a high dose of shrooms. It was like she just spun right out of the normal sea of morphing, undulating visions. She was an absolutely stunning figure. Slight little horns and devilish look while she spun and spun and spun. My entire body filled with the sensations of erraticism.. Only time I ever experienced anything like that.... but nothing like what you describe. Had this she devil touched me I probably would have popped on the spot though. lol If your religion, faith, devotion, or self proclaimed spirituality is not directly leading to an increase in kindness, empathy, compassion and tolerance for others then you have been misled.
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