I was in the exact same place as you in late 2010.

I had plenty of tripping experience but I had never truly had an ego death experience. When I came back I said "what the fuck?" and "that is impossible" for like an hour. I couldn't sleep that night, I was up all night thinking about it. That trip completely shattered my worldview.

I know exactly where you are coming from. It took me a while to integrate that one and I didn't smoke again for a few months.

DMT is some crazy shit, isn't it?

Yeah, that's how it goes Those are always my favorite kind of trip, total mindfuck. I like to record videos immediately after coming down where I try to communicate what just happened and what I learned, it helps me remember sometimes and is easier than typing, try it!

Hey Agon, you should try extracting the DMT and evaporating it onto some sort of herb. I myself have never smoked crystallized DMT, but i have enhanced my share of herbs with it. Basically, just take your root bark and do a room temp water extraction on it, in a jar with the lid on and let it sit overnight. Next, filter out the bark, allow the brew to evaporate down to a residue, base that residue with Sodium Carbonate and add a little water to get things mixed really well and let it sit to dry in front of a fan. Once dry, simply pull with Acetone, and from there you can evaporate it straight away onto some herb of your choice, or for a cleaner extract you can evaporate the Acetone, and use more Acetone to dissolve the goop and then evaporate it onto an herb. It smokes like a dream, and you can smoke it in a pipe Honestly, i don't see why people bother with pure crystallized DMT, i myself much prefer full spectrum.

This used to happen to me and my friends with yellow goo from mhrb, more orangey and waxy but sometimes gooy lol usually the third or fourth pull we would get it. I think it was more condensed, we didnt use scales having had experience, but usually with the goo it was pretty deep and usually forgotton. I think maybe were just smokign too much and it looks similiar to an amount of crystals but its actually more, plus theres maybe other things in there giving that effect dunno, this was mhrb right enough but sounds similiar to our experiences.

What he's saying is it's easier to get too big of a dose with goo

I will second the suggestion to make some changa with your goo. It's much easier to work with, much easier to dose, probably better than having to use a freebase pipe.

Each to their own...but with the goo, changa is the way

If you find yourself repeating something over and over again, you may want to try meditating. It can really do wonders for the mental state on any Entheogen, and often has shown me that when I consider the experience to be 'over', I can bring it back with some pointed positive thought in a way that is very tolerable.

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