Well I finally broke through for the first time and what I got was about what i was expecting. (My english skills are shit so sorry
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So I set out my little "dmt area" on the floor which is a bunch of pillows and blankets. I then load my bowl of peppermint enhanced leaf in my bong. Deep breaths to calm myself, then I warm up the bowl and then take a few more breaths. I move the flame closer and it starts to ignite, I cherry it and rip, pull the downstem and suck up the goodness which then turns into somewhat harsh smoke but i hold it in for about 10 seconds then rip left over smoke still in the bong.
Bam everything goes woozy and trippy. I lie down and prepare for the journey. I start seeing some visuals which are unlike what people described, there kinda bland fractals and are quite dull. Then it hits me, my body and ego are gone, im just a floating consciousness and I start to question life and existence and so forth. The visuals at this point are kinda of a swirling mix of colours and circles. I then start to come down and am still questioning my life while being in a state of partial ego loss and how I relate to the world and that I have been given the gift of life and all the interaction goes on in the world.
After the trip I just sat down and contemplated everything that exists and what might exist and for the next two hours I literally just had a look of wow, jawdrop.Overall the mental aspect was worth all the effort, but the visuals seemed really different from what other people have described. Maybe ill try IV 4-aco because ive always liked the needle more than smoking.