Greetings everybody!
So i've been interested in this magical substance for a few years now (since watching Enter the Void). I know that's not a great reason for wanting to try it, but honestly i've been interested in trying psychedelics for a long time!
I've never done any drugs previously. I know it's not advised to take DMT without having first experienced other psychedelics, but i figure why the hell not? I'm a rational, scientifically minded person and this stuff fascinates the hell out of me. I'm not spiritual in the slightest, but i consider myself open-minded and this is mainly why DMT intrigues me. I'm interested in experiencing first hand, the other realms people visit.
Anyway, after a couple of years of researching, i've been able to get my hands on some. I also got my hands on the machine (small version). So i decided to jump in head first and see where the rabbit hole takes me. Only i didn't experience much. I had approximately 350mg and reckon i had wasted about 300mg trying to master the machine. On my last attempt, i realized my mistake. I hadn't kept the heat on long enough after it started vaporizing and reckon i was only getting a small amount of the hit and mostly oxygen.
So on this last attempt, with my final 50mg or so, i kept the lighter going and tried not to inhale too fast as i had previously (which made me cough). This time it sort of worked! I only got 1 good hit, and started getting visuals and auditory hallucinations within seconds. I was waving goodbye to reality (my hands looked fucking weird!), and started getting flashes of light flying by and objects were outlined in sparkling lights. I could also feel my visual focus waning. It was very hard to focus on objects as my eyes kept involuntarily shifting. The room seemed to be morphing or at least beginning to. My head was buzzing and neck got extremely rigid.
But, that was as far as i went. I could feel at one point, my consciousness slipping and thought (shit, this is it!). Once i regained control over my body though, i tried to take another hit, but my lighter had given up! "Fuck!". Even though i never reached hyperspace, i felt so close, and i'm sure if i had gotten another hit, i would have been there. My ears are still ringing 3 days later (very weird!). I felt disheartened, but also excited that i would do better next time.
So my problem. I'm getting more very shortly. Approx 700mg (in case i fail once again). And a better lighter! Should i keep using the machine? Or is there an easier solution for a total newb to reach hyperspace (without going up my butt!)? I hate to waste this magical stuff