So I tried spice for the first time out of a GVG. I am kind of speechless. In april 2012 I traveled to peru to drink the spirit vine, That by far was one of the most amazing experiences I have ever had the pleasure of having. Smoking this same substance was such a different yet familiar experience I was overjoyed! I tried to prepare myself with trip reports and first hand accounts of what ayahuasca and DMT experiences are like…If this is you and you are looking around to quell your anxiety or fear. Just stop now. Nothing can prepare you for this. It is Unique, it is beautiful, and it is humbling.

I started by filling my GVG with .25mg and I seems to vape it correctly as the chamber suddenly filled with vapor and I inhaled deeply keeping it in for as long as I could. within a few seconds I felt an odd sensation, the room started to warp. I set the GVG down and laid back as I held the vapor in and closed my eyes. Snakes in the most vivid patterns started to make the most intense visuals I have ever seen. then small explosions of light started to appear in the periphery of my CEV's a slight buzz/ring started to sound around me and sound distorted to something indescribable but very beautiful. I felt as if my body had melted and fused to my bed. I was slightly disoriented and tried to focus on my intent but everything was happening so fast I tried to take in as much as possible and in the process found myself fearing that I would be coming back soon…which not too long after I did. as the effects faded there was an odd perception of depth or dimension. I did not time my experience but it seemed all too short. I don't believe I fully broke through as I still had most of my wits about me though I believe I may have touched the veil as I felt a presence just out of reach seemingly beckoning me to come closer.

that is about all I have. I am tempted to try again with a larger dose in about an hour or so. I don't want a diminished experience but I am disappointed I was too fearful to go further with my dosage this time around. Hope this helps any first timers out there!

-OKAY THEN! 1 hour later I decided to try again. This time I went with 50mg. I am pretty sure that was a "breakthrough". I was able to get the entire dose down with one large vape.-

Everything started to happen Rapidly and I had trouble setting the GVG down. I feltmy body being pulled at an enormous rate while my vision fractured. I quickly tried to lay back and get into a meditative state, I fail miserably! haha, FEAR sets in very quickly and I feel like I am dying or losing my mind into the explosion of self. I forget to breathe and for a moment I panic. Then for some reason the realization hits me that I am okay with dying and I let go...

I can not possibly explain what happened next but it was the most profound and beautiful thing I have ever seen. Colors I have never seen before, brighter than the sun, I was overwhelmed with a sense of happiness and awe. Other things that I have no words for were materializing and I could not shake the feeling I was being shown something incredibly special. I was overwhelmed with so many emotions that I could not process them. I wanted to weep, I wanted to laugh, and I wanted to die. I started to come back and was overwhelmingly sad that I could not stay in that special place.

I had some calming music playing on youtube with a picture of a lake shoreline filled with trees as the sun is setting. It looked as if the picture was alive, full of depth, and the colors were just vibrant and changing. I realized my hands were covering my mouth out of awe and I was forgetting to breathe again. As I return back to a near normal state I keep chuckling to myself...I feel like I just got let in on the biggest secret in the universe.

---now I am fully back and I am going to try and process this. My ayahuasca journey was not quite like this but it certainly prepared me for the situation I found myself in. When people say you may experience "death", they are not lying so be ready to accept that.
thank you nexus members...without all your posts and advice I would never have been able to experience this on my (almost) first try!---

welcome to the Nexus cxpansion, its good to have you

it sounds like a good time was had, your first experience sounds very nice but your second sounds like a booooomer.

there's a reason it feels like you have been let in on a secret, and its because you have.

Its now time to explore the rabbit hole my friend, I wish you well on your future journeys.

It does sound like a wonderful way to dip your toes. Seems so short right? I wasn't there, but that's probably about as long as it typically takes It can be very short, and seem even shorter when "you're having fun". Take notice of the odd dimensional shifts. They can provide for some of the most beautiful and tantalizing things you'll ever see ever.

....Just read your second report. I wrote up a theory of mine on some of those crazy colors last year. Octave Colors (experience report)

GLOBAL- I read your theory and I have to say, I quite like it. I definitely can see where you are coming from! I feel like a little kid who just discovered something amazing but I can't quite figure out how to understand what I am doing!

Thanks for all of your input! Glad to be a part of this seemingly tight nit community!

Hi!
I am new here and I am still just exploring the idea of trying this but I must say that reading your story opened my eyes up and made me see the beauty that I am missing out on. Thank you for sharing with us!

New to this other world as well and enjoyed reading, hope to read more soon

Welcome.