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Betaphenethylamine
#1 Posted : 5/31/2013 12:37:17 AM

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Hello Nexians,

Recently not more than 12 hours ago I experienced something beyond my understanding. It is very calming and relieving to have a community like this who is friendly in sharing these experiences with one another and not quick to criticize. My voyages to hyperspace are occasional. But I never expected what I'm going to share with you all today.
SWIM had prepared a few milliliters of Syrian rue tea that was taken first before the onset of the experience. Another dose of Acacia was drank right after the tea. SWIM was about to try formoaya in all its richness. This was taken at 4 a.m. the first two we then waited an hour for the MAO-Inhibitor to break down to that beautiful enzyme that we all know very well. For a moment I could feel the MAO-Inhibitor doing its job in my body a very strange feeling crept down my spine. The whole time before the experience my mind was at a paranoid state from the many experiences that I read people kept mentioning the purge and possible defecation that got me on my toes. Luckily I only purged once and felt relieved cause I began too feel less nauseous. SWIM did this in the desert near the Colorado river in Arizona. We settled ourselves in, rested then camped next to the cozy fire. My original plan was to visit the Springs but we lost the trail twice and went 2-3 hours off course. The temperature was very cold due to the sand and also how close we were to the river. The ambiance was perfect aside from all the bats and cricket noises it was all very peaceful. After inducing the first two bottles of proportional doses SWIM drank the next large dose of formoaya(Acacia) and bottoms up we go. Now we play the waiting at around 6 a.m. I was completely absorbed by the experience. I felt very uncomfortable because of the cold I stretched a little and felt very strange to my body and the movement's seemed to stick and coil. This is when the nausea settled in very quickly but also very subtle I could hold back from the purge but not for long. I then looked at the floor in front of me and everything went side ways, quickly escalating. Fear, panic, discomfort all came like a tidal wave. At around this point the ants were waking up I could see them crawling out of every crevice towards me even the dead ones with their bodies torn in half they seemed to manage. After a bit I closed my eyes and laying my head at the floor in front of me. What happens next is quite shocking and I'm still trying to figure it all out. A person who has never experienced anything like this would call me insane and diagnose me as a borderline schizophrenic thanks to a community like this one we can avoid those disasters and still remain in a populace that can discuss this with little to none of the judgmental feedback

When I closed my eyes and looked at the floor in front of me a platform / elevator appeared in front of me. I was shot three star systems away from here and ended up kneeling on this platform rising to a place of pure gold nothing but yellow. When I looked up at there world they showed me many geometrical symbols of squares and rectangles coming out of a diamond shape that was unraveled by a golden archetype entity who was very very big made of gold and the face of a Moai from Easter Island. His head or the top of his head was carrying a city of some sort not advanced but very much like a castle and they walked on these big golden sidewalks that was obviously made for things of that size. Moments later I was inducted to their kind and they knighted me one of them. After this I was left to roam around there world I looked up at one of these Moai and asked him for directions to a shaman he just looked at me for a moment then went back to his usual business. At this point I caught a glimpse of what I looked like, I was this little frail boy standing next to an entity whose shins were the only body part I could see. I was wearing a toga and a rope sash around my waist they seemed to resemble Greek culture very much myself and these Moai were wearing Krepis on their feet. And the top of my head wore a crown of plants and leaves. I think it was specifying that I am a visitor and the head peace meant I was from Earth. I think! After a little while the ambiance began to speak they had me lean over both ears and I felt something talking a faint voice in the background sent through the quick buzzing of a fly next to my ears. I could see visually a DNA strand tying itself through my ears. They did this to both my ears. I could see a coil of some sort being pressed into me meanwhile they were speaking through me. Just when I thought it was over they left me to roam in there space. My Ego got the better of me and I was convinced I was lost in hyperspace. Then an angel spoke to me, I said to myself, "I am lost, I am alone, I am abandoned" a woman leaned over me and said, "you are never alone" not anymore at-least I thought to my self. I then asked "If I disobey you do I get punished" she replies, "Punish! no we don't hurt here, we just love" Then like a shroud she held me close. Like the comforting of a mother. I went back to hyperspace only to get a sense of where I am. The entities didn't like the fact that I was questioning where I am. It is obvious I am in the universe, but the question felt more general(X,Y). Few moments later I got lost again brushing aside unfamiliar entities and avoiding vibrations that weren't similar to the Moai people. I was forcefully trying to find these entities on my own. Very quickly I said to myself,"What if I don't have to find them", "what if they find me". The minute I said this I returned to them in an instant this time they had me play with my imagination. My thoughts were very naughty but it didn't seem to matter, moments later an evil entity approached me and wanted to get inside me. It reached into the most inner depth of some part of me I think it was my mind that it was going I could see it slime its way into me. Thankfully those good entities I met earlier gave me an armor to wear. I could hear the chafing of the metal and the loud noise of someone smelting iron and fashioning weapons for war. It was obvious that this armor would protect me. Even in that dark realm my garments shined through. The evil entity took notice and made a rewind of the similar sly moves it pulled before. It still lingered from here for a few moments I was beginning to listen to everything around me at once all noise, all in one happening. Towards the end of my scheduled program I was mainly having fun with the experience; laughing, hearing, breathing, and just being. It was very obvious when you start to lose connection everything becomes more narrow and you feel so rejuvenated. I had been feeling really sick but now I felt better than ever before. I very much looking forward to try it again maybe i'll take mushrooms next time along with it.

Thank you all for reading, please comment I am interested in similar experiences like these. Be it good or evil and beyond.Stop
 

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Jin
#2 Posted : 5/31/2013 2:10:59 AM

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awesome , what was your dosage ?
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Betaphenethylamine
#3 Posted : 6/1/2013 4:44:01 PM

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100 milliliters of harmine, Syrian rue was used and for the DMT containing plant it was brewed from Acacia and dosed at 200 milliliters but two of them were taken. One was taken at the same time as the rue tea and the other was taken an hour later the effects were instant. The Acacia tasted like a cough medicine meanwhile the Syrian Rue tea was very pleasant and it really felt like a tea.

Good stuff these two go great together. But i'm looking forward for the caapi people mention it to be more nauseous and terrifying.
 
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#4 Posted : 6/1/2013 7:46:38 PM

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Betaphenethylamine wrote:
But i'm looking forward for the caapi people mention it to be more nauseous and terrifying.



I actually think it's the other way around. I think rue is more nauseating and terrifying where as caapi is a smooth purge followed with a relatively gentle and nurturing experience. At least that's what my trips have been like.

Judged by your experience it sounds like the Caapi spirit was already there and protecting/teaching you. Probably because of some "future" reationship you have with it.

Great report by the way..Razz .... I can vouch for the whole.... were never alone thing.
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#5 Posted : 6/1/2013 9:48:14 PM

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moniker wrote:
[quote=Betaphenethylamine
Judged by your experience it sounds like the Caapi spirit was already there and protecting/teaching you. Probably because of some "future" reationship you have with it.



Haha, perfectly said.

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jamie
#6 Posted : 6/2/2013 1:42:43 AM

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oh man I would love to dose there..Arizona desert is one of the coolest places I have been.
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Betaphenethylamine
#7 Posted : 6/3/2013 12:37:24 AM

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Thank you all for your replies and yes Jamie the setting was perfect and very soothing, a tad bit cold but still very serene. Thank you Moniker, you bring up a good point many times during spice I can recall the moment as if I have done this before or something the time and place for these interactions have to be precise down to the very nano-second.
 
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#8 Posted : 6/3/2013 7:10:38 PM

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Wow, very nice report. You actually captured some of the essence of what became of you - something I find very difficult. This is going to serve you well in this enterprise, as I'm sure it has already. I mean, it is very hard to bring back a cogent picture of the visionary world that one enters through the use of these medicines - particularly the RIMA + DMT (or all tryptamine?) combination medicine. You have also rejuvenated my interest in acacia, so thank you for that! I have a very good relationship with Harmel and I have long thought that while He and Jurema get along swimmingly - both being "dry" in certain senses - Acacia and Harmel may fit together like two pieces of a puzzle. When I was reading about the Fatimiyyah "Sufi" order, I found that the head-practitioner originally used ayahuasca but later switched to Hormel at the prompting of a spirit (and Harmal, or esphand in Farsi, has a long history of use in Persia. But he still uses psychotria... I would think that an acacia would be even more of an Middle-Eastern hoasca-analogue but hey. Maybe somebody here should turn him on to it.
I guess all I'm trying to say is that the brew you consumed is a good one, as I'm sure you realize lol, and may not even be that "untraditional".

You are also either very lucky, or (more likely) you EARNED the "Maoi" 's protection, for I don't believe it is given so freely. These must be one of the achetypes, as I've heard of others experiencing them . Check out the "giants" in the DMT FAQ under 'entities'.
You have had a VERY auspicious trip here... I think it bodes well for you. I would do as much reflection on this experience as possible- the symbolism is so rich... there must be many layers to that psychedelic cake!

Invoke this protection whenever you tread in hyperspace - as you saw, there are as many malevolent forces in that messy sea as good ones. But evil is always to slinky to stand up to good face-to-face. Or, "Nay, We hurl the Truth against falsehood, and it knocks out its brain, and behold, falsehood doth perish..."

Anyway, great report. Love to see 'em this detailed, asI can never retain quite so much. (probably because of my potheadedness. lol)
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Betaphenethylamine
#9 Posted : 6/3/2013 10:27:06 PM

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Thank you aluminum time and place is everything, I don't think I actively asked for them but at the same time I felt like I did truthfully these Giants found me somehow. My brother who was there with me had a more interesting experience he manifested a black hole that sucked everything in sight in. Asking where you are in space is a very funny question everything is always moving and jumping around. Like where is all of the universe kind of thing. But what I saw is only a fraction of what was really there. There are a lot of filters to get through and I agree a lot of meditation on the experience is required. They shared with me information that is very hard to decipher. I hope one day I can listen in to what was exchanged that day.

Yes the Harmel is a great combo with Acacia, most of my interest came from the tea(MAOI) other plants could have been a better substitute for the actual brew but that Harmel was very head changing. You can almost see the channel opening. It is at this moment that individual should place his or her intent meanwhile the MAO-Inhibitor is breaking down. My intent was to improve my hearing and that it did, when you meditate you begin by listening to all the things around as noise only so that when you begin "thinking" that chatter gets shuffled in with the noises that surround you making it very easy to tire itself out. That is what my mind was on during the tea. I would have used other plants but Acacia was all I had and SWIM didn't need too much to actually get a successful brew started. The smell is so wonderful during the process, get a good whiff its impressive aside from the taste of the finished product. The smell of Acacia is sweet and pungent you can even smell the spice if you have a good sense of smell. Even though I didn't have a ceremony or any preparation what so ever, there was still good vibes and good people. I wanted to bring sage but later I realized that the spot we were at had wild premature sage growing everywhere. So I guess I really stress it when I say Time and Place is everything, the slightest thing can disrupt the connection to the earthly spirit that talk through you from nature and the earth.

like a quote I read "We do not go into ceremony to talk about god, we go into ceremony to talk to god"
 
 
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