I've always been doubtful of "energetic" work ... until my recent breakthrough.
For years I've had a knot (for lack of a better term) deep in my gut. I'm a thin guy, so I've been pressing into my belly for the past few months as deep as I could, trying to massage whatever this rock-like structure was. It's caused me nausea and pain for many years.
The two recent breakthrough experiences were physically painful, nauseating, and deep. Right to the core of my being, which I now see as the location of this knot. Experience 1 was more nauseas while experience 2 wasn't as bad, but allowed me to "raise this energy" up my spine and throughout my body. I could actually feel this energy and manipulate it. I've read reports of kundalini energy rising through the chakras and clearing out negative feelings and physical ailments. While I never fully thought this possible, it's the most accurate comparison to experience 2.
Strangely enough, I had a dream the other night of bringing home a black snake in a long tube. This tube, at the top, was covered with cellophane. I was holding the cellophane tightly as the snake was trying to break through. Hrmm. I'm very excited for experience 3 which might by the completion of the rise.
Back to the story, after E2 this knot (and accompanying nausea and pain) have finally vanished! My entire being has been glowing for the past week, my eyes are brighter than they've ever been and my head is clear and sharp. I'm very thankful for this and the lessons taught to me during the experience. More to your point, she too showed me areas in my life to correct and how to do so.
If I can ask one question of you all, do the premonitions mean anything or is the mind kicking around and amplifying thoughts? I've been looking for my other half for many years and the medicine showed me a beautiful life with a particular someone I recently met. I've only had one meaningful conversation with this person and it was just about general philosophical matters (something that's tough for me to find these days). But, this person's smile radiates and I've been drawn to it since our first meeting. The entire experience was filled with this person's smile and it shined brighter than any star or galaxy could ever shine. It was pure love throughout the universe and the universe smiled having experienced it (through me). After this experience, I wrote down these thoughts and sketched a few geometric images that came through during the experience. All in all it's a rather beautiful collection of my feelings during the trip. Now, almost a week later, I'm rather hesitant to present this gift. My ego and rational self have returned and questioned the authenticity of the experience. I'm half tempted to stash it away in my journal for fear of making a fool of myself.
Ugh, this fear thing. It only seems to affect me in matters of the heart. Maybe this is what experience 3 is ready to show me.
Love.
"Facts do not cease to exist because they are ignored." -A.Huxley