I recently tried DMT for the first time, a (lengthy) report of this is on this forum. It was only a small amount and shared with others so I bought some more. I had a great time when I returned and then two different friends stayed over on two consecutive nights and both wanted to try it and wanted to watch me first.
This led to 3 sessions 3 days in a row.
Every single time I've blasted off I've had the best most beautiful, happy and warm time. Every time I feel like I'm bathed in warm sunlight. Yesterday before I took the hit my heart was racing a bit and I waited a while for it to calm down but it didn't very much so I just thought "screw it" and I hit it. Before I knew it I was once again bathed in my favourite feeling, my heart and hot face I was experiencing before stopped bothering me, I was just happy and in that place.
I took another good one later and went gutsy this time, took in some serious vapour and it burned my lips and tongue, I guess it was so thick it condensed on the edge of the straw (I use a machine with a plastic straw). I blasted off hard and fast and the whole time I'm aware of this burning chemical sensation on my lips. Before I knew it I was experiencing my first unquestionable breakthrough. It was incredible!
I was deep inside this big cavernous structure, their World. It was like a network of caves but just not, something totally foreign, totally alien and indescribable in 3 dimensional terms. I can't really picture it any more, it's faded from my memory. I can see it in simple terms but not for how it really was.
Each subsection of this network of living landscape was occupied by an entity and they're all watching me. Sort of like when you see a prison on TV and all the inmates are stood at their cell doors looking down on the new guy, but obviously not in those terms at all. They were all aware of me and happy I'd made it, they made me know they were happy that we've evolved far enough to figure out how to use their gift.
Anyway, one of them, one of these entities that was also a subsection of the landscape just turned over 360 degrees, sort of rotated like the hands on a clock. I took a closer look at it and the closest thing it resembled to me was like an Aztec art style owl. It started showing me things I couldn't understand then it made the environment change and handed me over to another entity, one far more powerful and dominating. It was pure female form, everything female in the universe in its most concentrated form. One second she looked like a loving goddess then the next like an eternal flame made of bright pure colour, colour that doesn't even exist in this World.
So today I decided I wasn't going to hit it and told my friend I wouldn't because if I just do it for the sake of it because it's there I'll get burned. Well I did.
I settled in this evening and decided I may as well try and get another experience on par with last nights because it was so good. So I set up the machine and I realised my heart was racing again, so I try to calm it down, relax, do a bit of meditation but it didn't slow. I remembered yesterday so I thought if I hit it I'll just go back to the sunlight and the feelings in my chest will dissipate.
Next thing my machine misfires so I don't even get that big a hit, I get a couple of medium chambers full so I know I'm going somewhere and it starts to take me off, but all I can feel is my heart getting more and more powerful, it's rocking me on the bed and I can feel it compressing my chest, I try to let go like I normally do which I'm really good at too but I'm just totally aware of it.
I can't really see the visuals but I can at the same time, they're not as well defined as usual and suddenly I'm aware that I'm being drank through a straw by this thing, we're swirling around in this vortex together and there's this long twisting malformed straw going from me to this entity and it's just drinking me up, the whole time my heart is just bursting through my chest.
I soon got the giggly feeling and I verbalised "why did you do that to me"? "what was that about"? between giggles and I was able to open my eyes with the usual smile on my face. I proceeded to finish off what was in the pipe because despite the 30-60 second rule it still enhances a powerful open eye trip in my experience. So I cleared the pipe and had what I would deem a pretty good acid like trip for about 15 minutes.
I trust the judgement of those on the other side so I obviously needed that experience for whatever reason.
I feel I could easily go now and have a great time and it would be nice to leave tonight on a good note but I don't wanna let my friend down who's coming round tomorrow for a bit of a sesh, I'll probably let him finish it off and I'll re-return when I feel they want me back.

All in all though, after 14 years of waiting and of fear and apprehension, I absolutely love DMT and it will be a tool for a spiritual spring clean as and when I need one

Happy journeys

I know exactly what you mean by it fading from memory, you know what you but you just can't recreate it fully in your head. I've similar experiences where I smoke it several times and end up having a somewhat unpleasant experience.

I feel like the DMT talks to me and arranges my presence in that place. It lets me know what I'm doing right and what I should work on when I travel to these realms. And sometimes I get kind of selfish and want to warm light again, and it gives me the opposite. I'm a firm believer in "if you stare at the sun long enough you'll go blind". I think a recovery and reflection period is needed after breakthroughs, just to build onto the next one so you can learn and expand more, and every person's time period varies. So just go with that flow because you know what I'm talking about. Go with your gut.

Also if you find yourself too deep and the beings, whatever they're doing to you, become too much. Something that I've found helps me is verbalize it out, like venting energy. You can simply blow air like your blowing a jet of smoke out of your mouth. The second you submit to experimenting with your voice, you can feel the energy instantly, like its literally coming out of you. Sometimes it feels like you're invoking just pure celebration and deep appreciation for life and what you're experiencing. I've come down after kind of babbling noises with a shit eating grin on my face, and then wonder, well what the hell was that ; )

Best journeys

Great advice, thank you.
Also I really want to try making sounds now to see what it's like but I can't do it most times because of other people in the house and I've done most of mine at night while others are sleeping. I'll get my chance though

Great report stationdragon.

As tangerine said, integration is a must, although people integrate all at different points...at different times. Speaking from about 4 years of experience, you will get burned hard, eventually. It's just the nature of this experience. Everyone goes through a phase of doing DMT alot then it dwindles to less, then, one day you have an experience that shakes you....hard. It might not even be that big of a dose, for it doesn't have to be. There may be some things that the experience forces you to realize that you don't want to. DMT can be one of the most beautiful and amazingly novel experiences you can have, although it can sometimes be horrifyingly so in it's approach. Horrifying in the sense of drowning in the infinity of it all, being pounded by a relentless energy.

Not trying to preach, just trying to give a friendly heads up from someone thats been in some deep throws. Much love to you and I hope you continue to have positive experiences and integrate them accordingly. Tat tvam asi.


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