entheospirit wrote:Hello all! I recently had my first experience with ayahuasca and to say the least, it was visionary. Not pleasant, mind you, but I was able to make the first step towards what I believe will help cure my depression and creativity difficulties. I know I messed up the first time, I know I didn't treat it with enough respect and that's something I aim to fix.
In what way didn't you treat it with enough respect?
entheospirit wrote:Recently, I've begun to think about ayahuasca variants. Obviously, there's the traditional brew of ayahuasca vine and chacruna, but then there's also acacia confusa, mimosa hostilis, syrian rue, etc. What I am wondering is, would using chaliponga introduce 5-MeO-DMT to the equation? If so, how would that change the trip and if so, is it worth it if confronting specific problems?
I would be very thankful for any responses, especially if you have any anecdotes about different effects. I really want to know if that 5-MeO-DMT would be beneficial.
I don't think 5-MeO-DMT has any more therapeutic potential than ordinary DMT, although it may be able to help a person to cope with ego-death more easily, I guess. I've tried chaliponga (which some argue does contain traces of 5-MeO, while others disagree, and others still are unsure/agnostic) and mimosa hostilis (which everyone agrees lacks it), and while the experiences do differ, I don't think it differed to a profound degree, or felt like something other than DMT. As they argue in
this thread, chaliponga might have a more psychological effect, and who knows, that might be due to the potentially tiny trace amounts of 5-MeO-DMT. The first time I tried chaliponga, before any of the visuals kicked in, my ego was grinded into what felt like an underground environment, pulled downwards, tugged at and worked through with, something that has never happen with mimosa. But that could just have been that particular journey, and not due to the substance per se.
I don't think chaliponga is to be feared (but start with less than 5g your first time, to feel your way forward). However, in my experience, the plants will work with you when they deem you ready. It may not be instantly, and likewise, it may not even be a matter of which specific plants.
Take what I'm saying with a grain of salt, obviously. I'm just one guy, and I too am just a beginner with this stuff
"As my soul left my body, I found myself floating in a swirling ocean of multi-colored light. At the end, I could see and feel an even brighter light pulling me toward it, and as it shined on me, I felt indescribable happiness. I remembered everything about eternity - knowing, that we had always existed, and that all of us are family. Then old friends and loved ones surrounded me, and I knew without a doubt I was home, and that I was so loved." - Christian AndréasonDude, that blonde girl is a total DMT/10.