Hi there!
I'm quite new to the spice and haven't had a real breakthrough yet.
My first trip was really strange and quite frightening, a mental loop of sorts with a spinning crystalline globe.
Lately, however, I've been experiencing orgasmic loops with a strange electronic background sound, like the tuning of a wierd radio (hard to describe). The sound felt amazing and I felt like I could somewhat control it to tune into an orgasmic frequency of sorts.
Felt like right at the moment of reaching orgasm, but in slow motion.
Also, everything, including myself felt like it was almost liquified, like really saturated doe. My mind was as well, I was sound and I was the feeling of that sound. I can still hear it actually and it's a good feeling.
All I could do was just lay there and enjoy the feeling, flat on my belly in my bed.
It felt like I was a puddle in a liquid bed. I felt like all my nerves pulsated in unison, WOW actually!
There were some CEVs, but not as strong as my first trip.
Sort of a spinning Alex Grey-art-like globe made up by electrical, energy monitors/windows with strange symbols, imagery on then.
Everything was morphing in and around itself to the frequencies I was hearing/feeling.
Sometimes a "line" of these monitor/windows would fly into the globe and join the morphing.
Hard to explain.
I tried to say something (reality check to make sure my body wasn't dead.
Felt like I was melted-ish, that my lips produced almost a bubble when trying to speak.
After the 15 minutes or so, I felt "orgasmic" the rest of the day, still do now,
I would love to breakthrough totally, but that third toke was just too hard to take as I was too out there to see the difference between a lighter and a pipe, nor did I seem to know where my mouth was at the time since everything was liquified.
Anyone else have this orgasmic loop like feeling?
I'd almost think I broke through if it wasn't for the fact that I was so mentally dazed, not many logical thinking patterns,'just a state of being.
My understanding is that once breakthrough is achieved, the mind is sober.
Is this true)
Any suggestions on how to break through?
Love and respect,
Fibblebane
A long long time ago I took an oath to tell all secrets that came my way. Don’t tell me a secret, I won’t keep it. I’m against secrets, I’m against hierarchies, lineages, all assumption of special knowledge on the part of anyone in the presence of anyone else is abhorrent to me. I mean, I am a true anarchist first and foremost.
- Terence McKenna, November 16, 1946 – April 3, 2000