hello all,

i'm not usually one for sharing my experiences,
but i figured i would share this one, as it has been my most profound experience to date with dmt.

now, personally, i'm not a fan of crack or heroin, but my times on pcp have led to some of the most intense and powerfully dark psychedelic experiences. its effects, for me, define the term "surreal". if you are unfamiliar with that term, please look up salvador dali.

I DO NOT RECOMMEND ANYONE TO EVER USE PCP. IT IS VERY DANGEROUS, I'VE HAD FRIENDS TRY TO HARM OTHERS AND THEMSELVES WHILE UNDER THE INFLUENCE. SOME PEOPLE CANNOT STOP USING ONCE THEY START. IT IS VERY UNLIKE ANY HALLUCINOGEN OR INTOXICANT OUT THERE. IT IS NOT LIKE KETAMINE. IT IS A HARD DRUG AND WILL RUIN YOUR LIFE. OFTEN THE FIRST TIME YOU TRY IT YOU WILL BE SPUN (OFTEN UNKNOWINGLY) FOR OVER A DAY, AND WILL BE LEFT STUTTERING AND WONDERING WHAT HAPPENED. YOU DO NOT TURN INTO AN ANIMAL, YOU WILL NOT BE INVINCIBLE, YOU ARE MORE LIKELY TO JUST FALL DOWN IN A PILE OF DROOL IF YOU AREN'T CAREFUL. SO ONCE AGAIN, I DO NOT RECOMMEND IT!

sorry for all the caps, just had to get that point across. very scary stuff.

while you are "wet" you return to your child state. you will look at a water bottle, know what it is used for, but will not have a name for it. you may even take a sip from it, but still not know what it is or what's inside of it. surreal.
you may not even remember your own name, or remember how you got to where you were.

so i'm with a couple good friends, and there's a vial of raw dust "red devil" i believe is the term that was used.
we smoke a dip, which is usually enough to feel just on the border of high when you're with a couple other people,
but this stuff was STRONG. i mean a few minutes after you smoke, it hits you like a brick and you can't really move while peaking.

i'm wet, and a friend passes me a bubbler waterpipe, with some ganja and some limo-tek dmt extract. the first hit give me light visuals, the second a strong wave of euphoria, and the third....

-LIGHTS OUT-

i am completely removed from my body, from this world, from this universe, i am nothing
i have evaporated into space-time, whirling around down a black hole, flying with sub atomic particles,
MASSIVE sub atomic particles SLAMMING into each other

i am nothing, i am one with space, and i know i am somewhere different, but i am here
it is as if i was among the dark matter, watching the universe from the view of the STRING on a puppet, not the puppet or puppeteer

i wish i had a journal when it all happened... in retrospect i can only comment on what i felt at the time, not all the specific things that i witnessed while being in space

i felt love from the perspective of the string that ties two together
hate, from that same string

i felt pain from the perspective of the nerve itself
pleasure from the very same nerve

i felt life from the gears that turned the cycle
death from the same perspective

and i not only felt these things, but i saw them, through one scope or another, the intricacies in all the operations,
the pure oneness, and simple beauty of this immense and seemingly nonexistent force-
for one could say if it is constantly occurring all the time, then it hardly exists at all, from the point of the perceiver

-

i was very surprised to find myself back in my own body on that recliner chair
i thought i had finally been removed from my body, away from human suffering
if i died right then and there, which i'm almost certain i did at this point
then death is truly nothing to fear

but i know that i came back for a reason.

this journey was profoundly different than simply breaking through on dmt.
in that space, i was truly nothing. i had no concept of myself WHATSOEVER.
i couldn't open my eyes or move. i was not aware of anything.
even when i had felt insane from being high under other circumstances i was still at least aware of myself and the consequences that i could have faced from my actions.
here i was truly nothing. my experience felt like it lasted for lifetimes, but it only lasted a few minutes.

I LOVE YOU ALL. PLEASE DO NOT TRY PCP. it is a drug that acts in such a way that even when you are not peaking anymore, you are still high, even if it doesn't seem like it. it's similar to LSD in that way, except less visual and more dangerous for that reason in its after effects. just because i was able to handle myself this time while under the influence does not mean that i couldn't have killed someone, or myself if things hadn't gone the way they did. besides, most of the shit nowadays is just formadehyde, which gives a similar visual effect, but more of a sickening, spinning tunnel vision type of feel, with no real mental effects.

after this experience, i don't think i'll be doing pcp again. it is just so dark. but dmt is life, i can always learn more with dmt.

this is a common misconception, an urban myth. Enbalming fluid is the old slang term for pcp.
I'm well familiar with phencyclidine, it was my d.o.c. Wet smells peppery-minty, unmistakable. the smell of formaldehyde is close to formic acid, which smells like acetic acid. Formaldehyde smells nothing like pcp, and is rather toxic as it deactivates proteins, thus it doesn't have the same effects as pcp. It's also a gas at room temp, formalin is a solution of formaldehyde in water or methanol, typically 37%.

as an NMDA receptor antagonist PCP should markedly potentiate psychedelics of all types.

it depends on the psychedelic.
because it directly acts against Glu-1, it may suppress some psychosomatic aspects of classic psychedelics, while exerting its own characteristic 'OBE' effects; synergistic in the sense that it adds a whole other level of strong dissociation

"a whole other level of strong dissociation"
indeed!

so, if not cut with formaldehyde, what is this wet that makes you spin?
it's super tunnel-y and feels little to nothing like clean pcp, beside the fact that it is a strong dissociative

i remember trying something once that had very defined visuals, with a crazy spinning aspect to it
it was green colored, and had to be shaken so that the two layers (one yellow, one blue) could be mixed and sucked up via dippy
it was called "jungle juice" if i recall correctly
obviously the yellow portion had pcp, but i'm not quite sure what the blue portion was.

it did have a noticeably different smell as well, almost like a chlorinated swimming pool.
i did not enjoy it.

that is just what dissociatives do, they elicit nystagmus. you would get the same effect from MXE.

blue wet? never heard of it. pcp can have impurities from improper synthesis, like PCC which is highly toxic, or unfiltered grignard reagent salts. you really roll the dice when dealing with things like pcp.

the wet itself wasn't blue
the blue was some sort of cut...
it wasn't miscible in whatever the pcp was dissolved in (ether?)
and formed a blue layer
when shaken, the mixture was green, from the blue mixing with the yellow pcp layer