Hi,

Thought I would post a brief account of my experience today, or my first trip breaking through to DMT space. I have done doses ranging from 15mg-60mg all with relatively similar effects, a very strong buzz and geometeric OEV and CEV.

The dose was 45mg smoked through a machine. This is probably my 5th time smoking through this method. Today I did a few things differently which I think helped kick me to the other side:

-I cleanded the machine. I had a lot of built up residue, which told me that I was not vaporizing correctly.
-I turned the machine as I inhaled, so that I getting to all of the crystals all around the wool. I have the vaporization down in the sense that I do not burn the DMT anymore, but obviously I was missing stuff by the very obvious amount still in the used wool.

SO here we go. First I have been listening to music through most of the trips. I prefer it this way, I actually prefer the grounding it provides, and I appreciate that DMT does not really alter the sound of music (for me at least). Around the world in a tea daze had just started, and I began to take in the smoke. On the second hit I felt the familiar body rush, which I thoroughly enjoy. Reminds me of driving in a really fast car. I start to take the third hit and there is not much smoke. I set the glass down and something new starts to happen. The room is breaking down. FINALLY. I have been chasing this dragon for a week now and I feel like maybe this is it. As I stare at the computer screen, there is a telescoping effect that sort of zooms me away from the screen, so that it seems distant, all I can see is the glow and black lines where words are written. So I lean back into my seat, close my eyes and the "rush" turns into an intense electric buzz, like every cell in my entire body is beginning to hum with electricity. The body feeling is very sexual for me. As I ride the wave of electrical goodness, I squeeze my eyelids together harder and a red glow appears through all of the vibrating geometric shapes. Then something new happens. The space opens, and a woman appears from the red pulsating energy. She is a translucent red, glowing and emanating sexual energy. The space that I am in seems larger than the room, and she take up most of my field of vision. She starts to dance, as if putting on a show for me. I start to read a story, in my mind, of a very talented prostitute, that is very good at what she does (the best I can imagine), and takes the job very seriously. I am in the place of one her clients, and watch as she performs her art for me. The whole dance is like the most intense strip tease I have ever witnessed. There were strong feelings of lust and addiction to sex while watching her, as her client her seduction was like heroin habit, I needed it. As the song ends she slowly fades away, and I open my eyes. I am still tripping, but less intense, like a 3 gram mushroom glow. I am still reading the story in my mind. I realize what it must be like, to be the working woman, and the phrase working woman brings new meaning as I realize this. As the afterglow starts to fade, I put the leash on my dog and decide to take him for a walk. As I take the walk I realize that what I was shown would make an interesting short story, all of the thoughts I had of the woman, her dedication to the art. I wonder if the top shelf call girls are like this, making their money by become the fix for a sex addict.

I'm in awe of what the other side is like. What a ride.

I have taken some very large doses of mushrooms, and I have been trying to return to the space I experienced on them with DMT. Today I got a small taste of what I was looking for, but I think there is still more. I feel like I was in the waiting room of the universe today. I just need to find the door to get out and explore.

wow very interesting story

the universe put on a sexy dance for you, teasing you!

That's amazing!

its funny to me how most religions shun most types of none marital sex, but it appears that the universe is totally uninhibited and does not follow the same silly rules!

Brilliant story!

Peace

I posted this in another trip report, but the trip was very much a materialization of what I am dealing with psychologically currently. I have been "uninspired" with my sexual relationship lately and had been considering cheating. All of my trips have had a sexual undertone, and it has helped me realize there is a serious problem in my relationship and address it. I haven't worked it out completely, but it has helped me open communication with her about the issues.

Once it is solved, I wonder if I will get to meet the gnomes? That is what I have been hoping for.

Something else i think I should add, the 45mg I took today was also a different mix than usual. I did a Re-x on some white crystals, and the stuff I smoked today was the yellow mix that was separated from the heptane. Chunky off-white/yellow crystal stuff.

hi

well it sounds like there could of been some DMT-N-Oxide in there which could change the trip and give it a different effect regarding the sexual aspect.

I hope you sort out all of your sexual issues with your partner. I wouldn't advise cheating, it will probably make you feel guilty, if you cheat it will likely be harder to resolve issues with your partner and the few moments of lusty bliss wont be worth it the ill feelings, in my honest opinion anyway.

I would be very interested to know if your trips are sexual after your issues are resolved!

Peace

SO second breakthrough was pretty cool. I had another translucent character break dancing for me to the music I was listening to. It was night this time, and the predominate lighting was from my laptop (white light) so the character was a strobing black and white outline. It turned a little sexual at the end, with a mirror image of a woman having an orgasm. The mirror end would have been the headboard, and the two women were blue on the left and red on the right. At some point, in between was a sort of rose or flower that was red. I thought maybe it was the entity, but after the thought it had the impression it wasn't. I think by me openly discussing how the previous trip went, it externalized some of the issues and helped resolve them (which is why I am discussing the x-rated portions again). The entire time in both trips I have had a huge grin on my face, kinda like "fuck yeah".

Psychology is pretty cool, funny how it is possible that by talking about the issue, it has decreased its presence.

Both trips so far have been on the re-xed yellow goo, this time was 50mg, but I can see crystals still left in the wool, so I obviously missed some. Still need to work on my vape technique I guess.