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chuck123
#1 Posted : 1/31/2013 2:36:44 PM
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SWIM named this particular breakthrough "The Big Bang." This is the most intense and last trip SWIM has ever experienced.
He prepared twice the freebase he usually does inside an aluminum foil pocket and used a toothpick to hold it. The dosage is unknown, but he just wanted to take in as much as possible since he planned this to be his last trip for quite a while.

First hit: The trip started building instantly. The paint on the wall and ceiling looked like water droplets moving on a windshield, textures started to shift and change colors.

second hit: He was caught off guard when the smoke he exhaled was green, not white. Human entities started appearing in the corner of the room and teleported around him. As this was happening the color change, texture shifts, and space started shifting intensly.

Third hit: He was able to get half a hit. Blacked out half way through. He was transported to a place with no light, no thought, no emotion, no existance. It was like the switch was off.

Then came the first thought followed by an explosion of light, sound, and fear for wtf is going on. The visuals were intense but not complex. each frame had a pattern of green, blue, white, red and yellow light that kept changing in a loop at 10 frames per second. The gravity was intense, like he was being thrown around in different directions at light speed in a different direction for each frame of light. He felt as if he learned something that no conscious being should ever know, and in turn broke the space time continuum and turned all of existence into this infinite loop of terror. The sound was a loud deep "Wub Wub Wub" in sync with each frame of light. Though this world was terrifying, it seemed familiar.

As quickly as he arrived to that world is as quick as he came back to his body with no memory of the event. He stumbled his way towards his bed to ride the comedown. Everything look as if it was made out of wet paint, and was melting and shifting. There was also a noticeable green aura surrounding everything in the room. There were no spirits at this point, just complex geometric patterns when he closed his eyes which slowly faded away.

It was only near the end of the overall trip when he remembered the world he visited. It felt like he experienced the birth of existence. Thus why he named this trip "The Big Bang."

 

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chuck123
#2 Posted : 1/31/2013 2:40:41 PM
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Forgot to add. Would the universe exist if there was no form of consciousness to perceive it?
 
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#3 Posted : 1/31/2013 2:52:13 PM

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Cool little report. To answer your question with a question: I don't know would it? Or is the universe paradoxically inside us and outside us at the same magical moment?
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#4 Posted : 2/1/2013 12:02:43 AM

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Thats awesome. You should read my trip report DMT infused Salvia experience its still on this page. I think you and me experienced a very similar thing as I too stated that I witnessed the big bang of consciousness. I didnt even know you had this thread up so it must be some synchronized coincidence. I saw a room that was heaven and I automatically thought, The big bang room. There were people in here like bouncers letting people in and stopping them from coming in. There was this magical feeling of sacredness that was present. It was like an orb with complex dimensions to it but it was as real as this world, perhaps what was in this room was more real than this world and its very hard to comprehend that. It was such a beautiful gift for me to be shown this. It absolutely astonishes me and made me break into tears that were all apart of something that amazing. That word just doesnt do it justice if you know what I mean. It was everything

Also I did see people appearing in the side of my vision. Like on the other side of a mirror reaching out to me telling me its ok. Their communication was very clear and sometimes repeating. They were very real people in this world and they were checking up on me. That to me is what makes this so beautiful because I remember that soo clearly. It was almost like they had been waiting for me and when they saw me they were just as shocked as I was to see them. They were saying 'whooaaa' and 'thats crazyy' etc. It feels like a teacher or guide walking a class of people along showing them an exhibit which was me seeing there side and them seeing my side. Please somene tell me they experience something just like this lol
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chuck123
#5 Posted : 2/1/2013 6:22:38 AM
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The peak wasn't even in a room. It was just a blinding, loud, terrifying experience.
 
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#6 Posted : 2/1/2013 10:48:49 AM
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Nice report.

Perpetual looping from higher-dosage/heavy experiences can be terrifying in intensity, although I've only experienced an overwhelming 'loop' type experience once in hundreds of journeys. I know this might sound easier said than done, but try to relax as much as possible whilst in the throws, as sometimes that can bring about abrupt changes in the experience. I find meditation, roughly 20 minutes of focusing on breath, is a wonderful primer for the mind to fully let go, even in the height of overly-intense experiences such as those.

I'll never forget the time it happened to me. I had already taken 2 massive tokes on the pipe and had broken through, but as seemingly ignorant as I was at that time, I motioned for my buddy to put the pipe in my mouth and light it as I drew another thick cloud. We were sitting in a back garage with the door closed. The door started dematerializing upwards, downwards, sideways along with my buddy and everything else in the garage, a constant destruction/reconstruction of reality every second that elapsed. I remember sitting up slightly in my chair and pressing my palms together in a 'praying' style formation which helped ease the experience slightly while I just rode it out.

Anywho, I've been there and it's no fun..thats for sure. And to answer your last question....reality and perceiver are one n' the same. "Tat Tvam Asi"
 
 
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