Hola travelers!
A brief history about where I was at in my life when I finally got the chops to try Dmt. I am not going to preach to anyone because simply I read the rules but for the most part I'm not going to push anything on anyone. I had recently completed a 21 day fast with my church so I was in a very spiritual state. I had a buddy with me who had supplied and agreed to blast me off. Before I commenced I said a prayer to my God for protection because I knew I was going to venture into the realm of the spiritual beings. This is what happened.
We were in my car on the side of my house. It was about 10:50 at night when we pulled up. As my buddy was loading the bowl my heart started to race incredibly. It was as if my soul knew exactly what was about to go down. He loaded a decent hit. I apologize I can't say exactly the amount but for scaling reasons it was about 2 key bumps. He lit and we started.
First hit: The bowl was filled and I inhaled and held it in. Instantly the world around me became "clear". I could see colors I've never seen before. It was amazing. I blew out and he was ready for me again.
Second-Fourth hit: I Don't remember the inbetweens as much but I do remember what matters. As I ingested the spirit molecule I remember feeling my soul/spirit/what have you tugging against my physical being. That was scary. I felt as if I was dying and it freaked me out. I opened my eyes a couple times...... "Shut your eyes" my friend said. All through this experience I heard a very distinct taking off sound in my head. Like a planes engines starting and taking off.. BOOM!!!!
I could see clearly all around me but I had different eyes. I was still in my car in the driver's seat but, I was not in my body. Immediately following the realization that I was in my "ba" as the egyptian's called it, my protection showed up. They descended onto my car. Now I knew they were angels of light for two reasons. Don't let me lose you. I could "feel" them. Their power was so immense and beauitful at the same time. I could "feel" them before I could even see them. Their presence gave off this buzz to. This noise that I could clearly hear with my new senses. Their portrait was humanoid but you could not make out their features due to the incredible light emanating from them.
Their was 4 of them and they took me from my car with them to this place. A very special place in its own to me now because this is where my experience trumps any other experience of my life. We traveled from my car to this place in a matter of literally milliseconds. I stood in front of this beautiful blue wormhole thingy. I knew this simply because my being told me that's what it was. It resembled what loki came through on the Avengers movie.I informed myself of what it was. I will never forget what they then said to me. " Now we have brought you hear.....You have to walk through." So I instantly jumped in.
Whoosh!! You remember that movie Galaxy Quest? When Tim Allen first arrives on the ship?
That best describes how I felt. I was freaking out. I knew instantly that I was on another planet. That wormhole took me from the earth and brought me here. I was so freaked out I was not taking in what I saw or what was happening. Then 2 beings approached me.
They were the most beautiful beings I have ever came in contact with. I could tell they were related to the Indian goddess Kali. They were female they looked just like her but they weren't malevolent at all. They approached me with their 4-6 arms moving fluidly up and down. Like a wave but..beautiful. Their voices where like music. They where caressing me and telling me to relax and soothing me with their presence. It was sexual but not in the way we would think. It was love. They said. " This is what you wanted to see yes? Calm down and see." Things like that. Also things like. " You are safe. Calm down and look." Then I looked behind them and was utterly amazed.
What I saw still gives me chills to this day. It was a city!! A beautiful city made of light on a different planet! There where people all around me and beings! Inside the city because there where gates and an entrance way, where buildings everywhere. Words cannot describe the buildings or the complete feeling of peace I felt. Oneness. Completeness.Utter beauty. I had this weird feeling as if I where home.
I could best describe it as what the machine city looked like for Neo after he was blinded in the last Matrix. But I could not take my eyes of the center of this great city! And at the center of the city was the brightest light of them all. "That is where HE dwells." They continued to tell me. Right at this moment something ripped me from this beautiful experience back to my car. I was very angry as you can imagine. Something came up to my car and stuck its head in my window. Like literally.. My window was halfway down and its head came from outside like a weird snake and into my car looking right at me. I spoke to it and said basically..."Wtf!! You are intruding!! Leave me alone." It was evil.. It was basically looking at me and I knew what it was thinking. It was thinking, hey your not supposed to be experiencing this. Whatever. I told him to leave and he did. Whoosh!!
Back to my experience on another planet. I was back there instantly back into my trip. I just continued to look at the center of the city as if nothing else mattered. My trip was ending I could see the dashboard of my car even though my eyes where closed. I have a digital dash. The city then morphed green like the light of my dashboard. The beings started to retreat with beautiful smiles on their faces. "Farewell" I could feel from them. I opened my eyes. Still hallucinating tremendously I looked at my dash. For a second it morphed back to the city but not the same. I guess I willed and aftershock if you will. But it was not the same.
I realize now, after my trip that all the communication was telepathic, not spoken. And also their are many other languages. "Feeling" is a language. "Love" is a language. I believe fully to this day that I have witnessed a glimpse of "paradise" or what have you. What ever you believe in. Shangrai la, Heaven, Paradise. It's on another planet! That was completely translated to me. And the feeling that you have when you're their. Undescribable. Try this.. Blowing up on E times a billion! It was an amazing first travel! I long to do it again but I also fear the downside. Like what in the hell was that thing that pulled me back from my zen experience. But I wont let it stop me. Hey I told it to leave and it did. Btw it was reddish brownish. Had a distinct smug face. Humanoid. I hope this is helpful!