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DreamFiend
#1 Posted : 1/27/2013 5:03:20 AM

The Dream Machine.


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I hope I am posting in the right place as I am limited to the Welcome Area, I have read the experience forum so I realize most posts about that go there.
So I hope this is okay?

I loved DMT from the moment I tried it, I experimented quite a bit over the summer after my initial first trip.

My first trip went very well, though no break through.

Account of that trip:
I went with a few of my close friends to a friend's house where he explained to me the importance of set and setting, he asked me to choose a room I would like to sit in and a song that relaxed me the most.
I experienced the pre-flight jitters as I know everyone does but was very eager.
The room we sat in was very small and slightly cluttered but nothing in the room made me feel uncomfortable, there were lights strewn across the top of the ceiling and it was dimly lit by only those.
We all gathered in a circle on the bed and the music I chose started playing, I felt very relaxed at that point.
He used the sandwich method with parsley because I did not want to taint my experience with anything else and feared using anything else would be too intermediate for me to handle.
He handed me the pipe and told me it would burn but not to exhale and to clear the bowl completely in order to get the full hit.
He became my guide, which I was grateful for.
He held the pipe with me and lit it, letting me know when to inhale.

Physical experience:
It burned my lungs and lips immediately and it felt as though someone had shoved a sponge in my throat, I began to choke but exhaled when he told me.
As soon as I did, I noticed the intense body sensation first, I trembled and felt as though I had been doused in water. My hands started to fade in and out as I held the pipe and I could no longer feel them, it was such a strange sensation. He then took the pipe from me because I could not make my hands cooperate, he kept telling me to clear the pipe but I couldn't understand. I was laughing with such joy at the body sensations. I managed to clear it but that is when I knew I no longer had control over my body.

Visual/Emotional Experience:
I was so entranced by the way my hands didn't make sense to me anymore but when I finally looked up, I noticed his face started to 'depixalize'...is the best way I can explain it. It was scary at first but I loved it after a minute, I wanted to reach out and touch him but I didn't know how. I remember leaning forward a few times and moaning but I had no control over what noises I was making and it didn't bother me because everyone around me was watching me with such intense euphoria, it felt like they were dreaming with me. The lights began to stream and move with the music, I remember being told to close my eyes but I could not tear them away from everything around me. The room seemed to breathe with me, noise had color and emotion. Everything glowed and shimmered. I experienced the 'dream sheen'. I remember trying to move with the music but I am not sure if I did or just felt like I was, my body was humming and I felt extremely exhilarated.

Come Down:
As I started to come down, everything had a nice tender glow to it. I felt very serene and in awe but I knew that was only the beginning. He told me several things I had done while tripping and I find them odd because I don't remember doing it.
I laughed a lot, tried to speak but my words were drawn out and slow. I moaned quite a bit (which later I realized I do every time I trip, no matter how the trip is, does anyone experience this?) and I leaned into myself as I was sitting indian style, holding my hands over my eyes mumbling.
I still felt very shaky afterwards and it took at least an hour for that, along with my racing heart to calm down.

It opened a new door for me even though my trip was mostly physical, I felt very open after I did it. Very curious to see what it would be like to break the veil and many tries later I did but I will share that on the appropriate forum.
It still to this day amazes me how different my first time was in comparison to the rest.

I fell in love and thus adopted the nick name "Dream Fiend" because I became completely enthralled in this spiritual ability to travel through dreamscapes and hyperspace.

Alas, one awful trip was all it took to shake me and make me take a very long break from traveling although I have not given up. I just need guidance and advice as how to overcome such a severe thing. It shattered my beautiful world into very terrifying pieces I desperately want to rebuild.

 

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