My second experience with the spice that led to a full on breakthrough was more alien than the first time. The second time I launched, it was in my bedroom with a friend who helped me by torching the machine. It was about two hits worth of spice as I lay back in my recliner to see whirls of bluish light dancing in the shape of a chandelier. After the initial "portal" presented itself to me, I began to "sense" these entities. It felt oddly like a scene out of "A Clockwork Orange" as these beings were just chilling there.


The only one who I could completely see was this woman who was blue and naked. The best way I could describe her skin was that it looked leopard-like, but with sacred geometry. She was bald, and reminded me of the girl from Avatar. This was, to me, the most insightful voyage that I had in the beginning of my journeys, as she was more interactive with me than the meditating entity whom I met on the first trip. She looked at me squarely, with eyes that said "I want to show you something" and she directed my vision towards her hands, which were on her side. I looked at one of her hands, and she began opening and closing it as if to lead me into a portal. What happened next was a visual journey of my body going into a portal that I could only describe as the "Mexican god's eye."

It kept contracting and expanding, and after I floated along her intentions, I prematurely opened my eyes. In doing so, I lost all track of time and space. I felt like I needed a few seconds to go back into my body as I had no body awareness whatsoever. I literally felt as if I was "re-possessing" my body/vessel.

Swirls of energy clouded my vision as I had Open Eyed Visuals that lasted for about a minute. The understanding that I grasped after that experience was that she was communicating to me that reality can be cut/cropped/edited just like Photoshop since it's all in the mind, and that this "concreteness" of reality is this cosmic facade that perpetuates this game life we live through.


That being said, as I attempted to put this experience in words, my friend video taped me spastically spewing out my description of "what there is" "out there" and how the majority of the population just "doesn't know." I really hope he deleted that video as it depicts me as a lunatic.