hello, firstly i would like to start by thanking eveyone on here for sharing so much information, especially norman for the tek i used for my extracions, i did eveything by the book and came away with 1g of egge shell white crystals, i also had to find a lot more info about types of solvents and different aspects which i thought would suit my situation. anyway thanks guys.
my setting was my bedroom and i was listening to band called polica which i would highly recommend for dmt journeys.very chilled two awesome drummers deep rolling bass and very ghostly vocals
i first attempted vaporising in a bulb pipe which i had made, unfortunately my vaporising techniqe must be pretty shit as not much happend, the dmt just went oily and did not vaporize?? not sure what that was about but hey, slightly frustrated i thought about ulterior methods and went for a can pipe and ash bed, i loaded roughly 100mg
i managed 2 good held hits, and one hit which i let out earlier as i could feel myself going and wanted to get my breathing in check before i was completely under inner monologue "here we fucking go"
it may help if you listen to the polica track lay your cards out as this music played a huge part in the way this trip panned out, i was sat cross legged on my bed and closed my eyes as the feeling rose through me i was now ascending as if in an elevator shaft esque tunnel of spulsing colours, and patterns all the time still realising i was sat crossed legged as in a medative state. in the track lay your cards out" there is a steady drum build up with very ghostly female vocals, i felt myself ascending faster through out the first minute of the song and at 1:20 here is a snare roll and cymbal crash, with the snare roll im now moving at quite some speed and on the crash there is a birst of bright white light,
i am no longer acending but i feel i have reached where i was supposed to be going, i am now floating in a cavernous, pulsing, swirling, flowing,jerking geometric at the same time abstract, symmetrical yet also asymetrical a meriad of contraditctory visual concepts which somehow now worked together to form this indescribable place, that is as best as i can do as i do not feel any words could describe it. as soon as i explode through into this other world i am now no longer myself but i am what i would describe as the essence of a human being, i have no distinguishing features and made up of a bright pale blue light, i am also now holding a very bright white ball of light,(still cross legged) im floating in the middle of this place and because of the nature of my surroundings im not sure if i am spinning or i can see 360 degress. this happends for around one minute all the while this ball of light is growing in my hands with the music, at 2:20 in the song there is another snare roll and cymbal crash, with this build up and release the ball of light explodes and i get the feeling as if being consumed by a tight gripping elasticated wetsuit, the feeling starts in my hands and feet this feeling creeps over my body, half way through this experience i realise it is the surroundg dimension whcih is consuming me, im gripped with a feeling of fear as the sensation reaches my face and moves down my throat, the last part of my human essence to be consumed by this feeling was my ajna chakra spot. after this there is no more me or even an essence of a human, there is nothing but this insane dimension still moving as it had when i was there, carrying on as if i never was there. i think this insanely extreme dissasociation from my self and acceptance into that world happend for a couple of minutes as i began to come back to myself half way through the track after lay your cards out. I am only aware of any of these time frames because i can now look back reference the experience to the music. i dont know if it felt like i was there longer as i had no concept of time, but in those 5-6 minutes a hell of lot of shit went down!
as i began to come back to myself and realised i was in my own body i opened my eyes, the first thing i saw was my cupboard which was now made up of all the primary colours, as i looked around the room each thing i focused on wouldbreak down into primary colours. I am able to move my eyes independtly normally, however eveything goes blurry, like when going crosseyed. just one of those odd things people can do, as i looked around the room i found myself doing this and it seemed i was able to focus on two things at once with each eye, a very strange experience, this part of the trip was very much like strong mushroom trips i have had, very earthy, pulsing and things seem to humm. my whole hifi seemed to have its own punchy pulsing lifeforce! after around 15 minutes since the hits i feel im coherent enough to roll a spliff, i begin to roll and suddenly feel slightly detached from my body again, i feel as though i am looking at myself skin up,im not full on out of body but my mind is definately not where it normally is! im not focusing on anything, staring blankly at the album cover i am skinning up on, i must have been subconsciously using my preipheral vision or something my hands seem to move with mechanical precision whilst skinning up, very dissacosiative feeling. after the joint im pretty much back down to base, mild visuals, very calm etc etc
all in all it was insane, i had a few more trips throughout the night, like very intense shroom trips but nothing as profound as what happened in the above statement. Because of past mushrooms trips i consider myself to be a spiritual person, on strong mushroom trips i have felt a personal, earthly, deep rooted spiritual connection with the world around me, with dmt i felt a spiritual connection with a world beyond me.
thanks again to eveyone for making that experience possible, couldnt have done it without you, i just wish more people where ready to experience this and understand that there is so so much more,
Close the eyes, enjoy the mind.
A TERRIBLE THING TO WASTE, AN INCREDIBLE THING TO LOSE.