Dear Nexus Community...

It's been a very long while since i was active in the Nexus. Must have been almost 2 Years now... I hope you all had a good time travelling through hyperspace.

So, the reason why i'm coming back is the following.

During the last 2 years i made big changes in my life. I stopped smoking MJ, i stopped taking any drugs and stopped going to parties. My Girlfriend and me are making family plans, we want children in the next 1-2 years. We found a beautiful home with our animals (2 cats and 2 rabbits) and we see our family grow in the near future.

Overall i can say: I grew up... i went from the young and reckless, drug-and-trip-seeking youngster to a grown up man with clear goals in my life and a solid base for living. I work hard, so does my girlfriend.

For the last 3 years (i think i didn't smoke changa for 3 years now) i was hiding a big treasure in my cupboards. i always knew it's there, but i never was interested to do it again.

But during the last few days, i feel like there is a deep call inside my heart that yells: "open that treasure, you know what you can achieve with it... don't be scared"... So today, i opened my cupboard and took out my 2,6 kg of MHRB which was left from my "Tripping times" (i know, its ALOT but i always felt secure having so much MHRB near my place). I looked at it and i knew: i'm going to extract some DMT in the next days and i will soon enter again the hyperspace.

Here comes my question now: Did anyone of you ever re-entered the hyperspace after such a long time of abstinence. And with abstinence i really mean abstinence. No LSD, no Shrooms, no other Psychedelics or other Drugs.
How did you start again? Did you go for full breakthrough on your first attempt after that long break?
Did you start it slowly with no breakthroughs?

I have had alot alot alot alot alot experiences with DMT. There was a time i smoked it daily. I actually know exactly, what's expecting me. But still, i have a lot of respect of DMT and i don't want to rush in a bad experience.

Would be nice to hear of your experiences you made after "coming back".

Best regards

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Did you ever try pharmahuasca?

Hello Wearepeople

I never tried it. As i know from my readings, it's almost similar to Ayahuasca. One thing i want to do for sure in my life, is an Ayahuasca Experience. But not alone, not here, where i live. I want to do it the shamanistic way somewhere in south america.

Why do you mean?

Its a much different experience than vaping.


In general, I find smoking a small amount, just to get the feeling, is a good way to start any smoking session.

On the second or third go-around would be good for a full breakthrough dose.


Welcome back by the way!

Try easing in see how it feels . Personally I think Dmt in general ,especially
Combined with caapi in some form goes great with a
Stable relatively normal life. The balance is great , I find the stable
Environment of my family , friends and dog to be the greatest
Support system . This gives me the strenghth to go far.

I wonder why you ask me for the Pharmahuasca experience right now. You think this is something i should consider in my situation?

Edit: Thank your for your response Felnik. Your Statement supports me greatly in my plans, because i already thought, that a stable life could support an experience like this perfectly.

Welcome back!
I can just say i've that if you are going for kids you are not going to regret yourself.be prepared for the best thibg in the world,your own creation(and goods ) smiling to you
Peace

load a bowl of changa

smoalk till it feels right