I've come closer to breakthrough than I've ever come before. I feel that my fingertips were brushing the curtains beyond which lay the infinite expanses of dimensional dimethylscape.
I've been sharing the DMT experience with people who are interested in pursuing it; in order to make the process more simple and less complicated, I've infused a great deal of my DMT (which has proven to be very potent) into chopped Mullein leaf, so that you can smoke it out of a bowl as if it were marijuana. Very simple, very easy, and I've infused the amounts in a 3:2 ratio of DMT/Leaf. Very potent stuff.
So I went with my best friend to share the experience with these two guys from Kentucky who have tripped on all sorts of substances for a long time; they love the psychedelic state, and were impressed by what my friend had described about the DMT experience. I obliged them - who am I to judge who is worthy? I brought over some of the bags I'd made, and we used an old curved tobacco pipe (the ones with the deep, deep bowl) and packed it nealy full of the herb. They shut the lights off, we put on some music (which you can hear on my myspace page, best tripping song I've ever heard
http://www.myspace.com/heuristichaiku ) and put on the laser-light and fog machine. Very interesting expeience! The pipe was soon passed, with me going first to demonstrate how to take long, slow..
big hits.
I took two massive rips. My world shattered. I extended my hands as my eyelids slid closed.. and I felt as if my hands never stopped traveling away from me. I felt as if they were drifting away in a void as the music took over, and I had intense flashing diamond and triangle shaped CEVs pulsing and rotating in front of me - more amazingly than ever before. I was completely unaware of my surroundings - by the time I opened my eyes and regained any physical awareness, the pipe had already been passed through 4 people and they were tripping hard.
The first had gotten up to use his cellphone, not knowing to simply lay there and let it take him - and on his way out of the room, he saw a black man in a white suit with a white tophat holding the door for him to go outside.
The second guy saw his hands turn into geometric molecules, which he threw at his face like he were splashing water at himself, causing the molecules to fly at him and cause an explosion of colors and shapes across his vision.
The third guy saw his own body (with eyes closed) covered with dancing, living orbs of light tracing all over his form.
I must have heard "thank you man, thank you man" 50 times that night before I left to go home for the evening. That is the farthest I've gone, and I think that it is a sign that soon, I will be able to breakthrough - after so, so long. The time is coming.