Recently just went to a friends house for a Christmas party, about midway through the night one of them surprised me some double drop tabs of incredibly nice acid.
The tab took maybe 30-40 minutes to kick in and initially didn't feel that strong, about 20-25 minutes after the initially come up it slammed into me hard, the floor's/walls were wobbling away, someone most definetely turned the contrast up a few shades and I could see the distinct aura of all my friends and my own energy passing off onto them all. Sound's floating around in the air, listening to reggae and cheesy Christmas song's on a laptop and TV sounded phenomenal.
There was the most beautiful of points where I understood emotion and intent is the foundation of all matter and consciousness. Simply by giving something our intent, no discription or language, being without being we can change it, influence it and heal it. Giving is the only thing the universe does, no exchange of energy only the impression of exchange, it all flows in one giving direction.
I had the most wonderful of evenings, everyone was laughing their heads off all night and there was so much love in the room untill one of our friends for some reason had a bunch of guy's turn up at the house looking for him 0.o he wouldn't tell us why or what was going on then disappeared into the night!
Eventually at around 5-6 in the morning I tried to grab some sleep, slowly I fell into a deep trance and my vision became larger, I floated gently out of the room into a beautiful tranquil place filled with geometry, patterns and emotion, absolute love all around me, after a while I was surrounded in bright white light and felt such an awesome presense of unconditional love I can't even begin to put it into words, complete peace. Absolute bliss, understanding and knowing all we need to know is right here in the moment, that is all we know and all will will ever know is the moment.
I also had the beautiful realisation that we all know as much as each other, a child knows everything an adult knows and this never changes, only our complexity and the language we used to describe the same thing's.
I love you all, Merry Christmas, I wish I could write more but honestly, I was having such a beautiful time remembering most of this didn't matter
One can drive himself to madness in the obsessing goal of reason, without the knowledge of love and laughter.