So I've done dmt before quite a few times never breaking through, but I broke through today and it was... intense.

My mate did a pipe and broke through I think, Then the pipe reloaded, we think there was about .07+ in the pipe when I had my break through.

Basically I had the same sort of trip before on "happiness" but this time it was much faster and more real and more mad.

I was at my mates smoked it and whole room changed, lots of lights and patterns and entities enter room, I very quickly after thoughts of "this is gonna be intense" Lay back in the chair and close my eyes, instantly I am having a trip of where my world becomes so distorted with too much infomation rushing into my head, the infomation was in the form of millions of connections and a complete outwards thought rushing nito me, and I was almost gritting my teeth and clenching up as I was bombared with infinity??? and there are a few words that I know but don't in a language that may or may not exist that i kept hearing and they sort of mean infinity.

But yeah so I'm getting bombareded by too much going on and too many voices and the fact that I'm god and everything in my life just relates back to that point but i'm trapped in this world somehow.
but yeah it goes through all the infomation in the world and gets louder faster anad with me almost screaming stop or something both on the otherside and here my friends told me. and it all sort of accumulates to reminding me the things i'd learnt before but because of the intensity like am forced to forget very quickly, and it all just POPS!!!!!!
And I'm back int he room in this purgatory state i spoke of from my other intense trip on "happiness"
And in this place like everyone around me wants to help me but are a part of the trip i just had and everything

this was so messed up I just don't know what to think.

I feel like this:
either - i am god and or jesus or other prophet next coming - and i have a mission in life
and or - i am god like we all are and everything is - this is true no matter i'm pretty sure
and or - I'm god and everything and all this that I perceive is just my dream in which I am ensalved as I can presume an energy source, like keep humans in generated purgatory... blah blah blah... really dunno about this one
and or - I'm going insane although feel clear headed as anything just really struggling coming to the truth
or - parts from all of the above.

oh also theirs this word and it means like everything or infinity or like the meaning of life but like it's quite mathematical adn beautiful and sad all at the same time and it's my entire life and thought and current conscious and probably is the same for everyone else i couldn't say for sure. if anybody know it big thanks i think it may begin with e or ex or x or something and it's quite long.

This trip sounds so weird I know but like it makes perfect horribly cruel perfect clear angry funny madly godly sense to me when it happened but it was a bad trip and I really am blown away at the moment.

The above sentences are garbage compared to what I am trying to tell you happened in my trip but no words can describe it.

Also i had no light tunnels or anything like that!! my trip was nothing like i'd ever read it's really really really really scary but beautiful and cruel and great and so confusing.

I think all psychonauts here would agree with your description of too much information rushing in. thats where my pre-blast off jitters stem from. its indescribable yet unmistakable

i think all your analysis' are true in their own ways. yes you are god, and as everything is one and infinite so the feeling of the universally binding 'god' is present through all existence. And yes, you might go a bit crazy trying to process it all, I have reason to believe that after this reality ends our conscious beings will be fully capable of handling all that information efficiently and with much greater understanding. Right now we are like ants trying to do calculus

Congratulations on your first 'intense' breakthrough It really is something..
You sound all over the place like I was after my first massive breakthrough. Just take some time, meditate on what has happened, relax, tend to daily life needs. And remember..


Tat Tvam Asi

Thanks for the feedback guys.
and hey I applaud us ants for giving a go at it anyway!

Had some sleep, the trip seems quite distant now, head much more together.

Gonna try to act on this powerfully cruel and enlightening and scary and profound experience.

It was a good experience but it was horrible, But it wasn't so bad as I Knew what I was about to go through as it happened you get me?
Like a prerequisite truth that unfolded before my absolutely shpongled scared lost self, all to a hysterical but sad and yet happy ending.

Extremely PROFOUND, but brilliant I hope next time Dimitri will be a bit more gentle with me

if we were Gods as some of us like to believe would there be so much confusion , if we are really Gods they why cant we spin reality to our whims , some of us can sure spin our whims on reality however not always , and most importantly if we are Gods then why dont we float in the air and instead we are bound by gravity

these substances are strong and they might allow us a greater view on life and everything , they might even allow us to see from a greater perspective , however when we are back we are just mostly human , its good to remember that

Hey shpongloid
Sounds like you are on your way now that you've had the first great breakthrough. Sometimes it does seem like you're on the same wavelength as these higher powers don't forget to let yourself be humbled. There have been a lot of times where I've sensed that our species has stumbled upon a piece of technology that maybe none of us are worthy of using. Soon you will look back on that one as pure child's play as you progress. Dig the name. Tales of the Inexpressible and Eclipse Live have always brought about my best experiences

Peace

CrackedFractal

What I like to tell myself, and others when stuff like this pops up is this...

It's important to keep an open mind about everything and consider all possibilities. But a huge part of keeping an open mind is keeping a healthy amount of skepticism. Consider, it may just be drugs. That doesn't mean the experience is any less magical, mind blowing, or amazing.

I've also found, the less I question these experiences the deeper the rabbit hole goes. In other words, I can appreciate the effects of something without knowing the cause and when I remind myself of this and quiet my mind, I'm generally quite surprised what I find.

The fall of man is a very old story told in many ways from many perspectives. Like Edge said it's important to keep an open mind... Just don't follow blindly and believe everything you see and or hear. I myself believe it's very possible that we fell from a higher plane of existence or intelligence. We could have had these abilities. What if immortality was truly found after death and we have a "soul"? The unknown exists you can't close your mind to it.

Edit: Welcome and congratulations on your breakthrough shpongloid

Cheers for the feedback.

I believe we are all gods yes, and yes we CAN choose to change the world around us I mean just look around all of this was us.

But yeah it was quite a bad trip and that may be because of pre misconceptions on what truth is,
Just reminding me where I came from what I am and the reasons I don't actually know bugger all in this life.

I am that I am... but I don't know Sh*t.

Everyone should have it be a mission in their life to be Christlike or to even possibly achieve Christ Consciousness in their lives but this shouldn't be confused with you being the next messiah. Messiah complexes usually end poorly.

i agree totally ,

its good to recognise our divine nature yet we must always be humble and keep an open mind and heart ,

and know its not only us , its everything , all of it is divine , divine is all there is ,