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Posts: 4 Joined: 13-Dec-2012 Last visit: 17-Feb-2013 Location: Mars
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Hello all. I have known about this forum for many years. SWIM got fluffy fun fest and has had one complete breakthrough. This breakthrough was fairly traumatic as it was done alone after many failed attempts with friends. The breakthrough was done with a machine.
Since then I have had veiled visits- Pizz and with changa- which may sound strange but I have been in the same dimension,through veils. Once I refused to be brought up because I did not like the way I was being "beamed on".
The reason for the prefix is that I mean to assure you I understand when another being is present. I am completely sure of my abilities to judge when there is some other entity present- and not only because of my (however brief) freebase voyages.
Around two years ago SWIM was lucky enough to have legitimate LSD. This was a wonderful night; the entire night hallucinated vines would form out of the patterns the plants made around me. At a certain point I stepped into worlds where a large being at the center of these vines would emanate energy towards me.
This vine being creates a hexagonal dome that assembles and reassembles itself in the corner of your eye. This will always be at the corner of a self assembling vine structure which seems to emanate from the dome. The dome gets bigger or smaller at a whim- its size seems to change at the same rate a flickering light bulb would- bigger, smaller, bigger, smaller. The dome, as far as I have known, has never made itself consciously intrusive. It never has communicated or presented any intentions. It has always just been present. Regardless of its presence it was the center of my LSD hallucinations two years ago.
SWIM has legitimate LSD again. It has been two years but SWIM was suckered into DH or whatever they are passing on the streets these days. This experience will essentialy serve as my control. Around 3 weeks later SWIM met an old friend from up north with LSD. SWIM had a decent amount but after peaking was in the same exact trip as two years ago. The dome was present. The vines were present. Everything connects like an artery and the vines are red like blood vessels. The dome is comforting in a way that makes me terrified.
I am shocked by this. SWIM's Psychonaut partner has broken through(Dmt) 10+ times. SWIM and his partner share jars. SWIMS partner also partook in the LSD. SWIMS partner did not experience anything like this, but was tripping just as hard.
I may be out of line by saying this but I do not care for what I meet on DMT. Perhaps I am too cowardly to submit to those forces, am not ready, we don't like eachother, ect. Bottom line is I don't feel very welcome in Hyperspace. However SWIM have communicated and talked to hyperspace beings. The dome feels more terrestrial. SWIM have not communicated and do not know how to. SWIM feel like emanations from the dome comprise the majority of my hallucinations. SWIM know this is a being. SWIM don't understand what or what it represents. There is much more about the dome and my hallucinations and also the patterns, but for space SWIM will refrain. \
SWIM believe this being is somewhere between our dimension and the hypserspace. It seems mostly unconsious. SWIM feel like it is invested in the care of an ecosystem.
Has anyone ever experienced repeat contact with something like this? Even vine hallucinations which persist? I want to be able to discover if this is an anomaly or not. Also, the first time SWIM experienced the dome on LSD was before any DMT use. The momment SWIM used legitimate lsd again SWIM was in the same place, with the dome and vines and all.
Can someone please help me shed light on this?
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Posts: 1808 Joined: 29-Jan-2010 Last visit: 05-May-2025 Location: in the universe
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your trip report sounds like the ones i had when i started doing lsd , only the first two trips brought me these vine like visuals , after that lsd kinda lost is visual magic aspect and only gets me speedy and thinking , eversince even taking higher doseages has not brought this aspect of the acid experience back however dmt and ayahuasca can really push one to very amazing places and hardly ever loses it magic , also with artficial substances like bromo and shit floating around these days hardly we can trust what we are getting as lsd these days ayahuasca is way more visual illusions !, there are no illusions there is only that which is the truth
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Posts: 4 Joined: 13-Dec-2012 Last visit: 17-Feb-2013 Location: Mars
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Interesting, SWIM has read the vine is a general vision on Ayahuasca, which SWIM has not tried. If anyone is familiar this being seems to shorthand itself as three intersecting triangles, or a similar weave pattern that seems to be representative of some sort of energy apex. Does anyone have a theory about the way hyperspace works? Swim has had the experience of being spoken to with vibrations by beings, at which point SWIM learned that you can vibrate back using the line coming out of the pineal gland. In this kind of thinking, is it a stretch to think that possibly the apex of this dome is where the "Astral light" channels into the environment around everything from hyperspace? SWIM is curious how this all works- SWIM thinks either hyperspace is connected from above, or is something like a fractal turned in onto itself. SWIM is very interested in the hierarchy and make up, if any, of these otherly beings.
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Posts: 41 Joined: 25-Sep-2012 Last visit: 18-Oct-2013 Location: yes
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Ya..Interesting visions. Familiars they are called in shamanic terminology,or spirit allies. Once bonded with the guardians of hyperspace,they will stick around and reappear to remind of their presence and aid. I have on several occasions seen a pink organic like machine of sorts,revolving slowly to show me all the beautiful details.Theres a warm feeling to it and comforting to look at.
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Posts: 4 Joined: 13-Dec-2012 Last visit: 17-Feb-2013 Location: Mars
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SWIM has used and dabbled in the "lesser" hallucinogens for years- SWIM never thought that a relationship with "others" would emerge. Regardless, thank you for the information. Trip reports don't necessarily ready one for the vast changes that this sort of adventure demands. SWIM uses sparingly, so if anything changes SWIM will update.
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Posts: 4 Joined: 13-Dec-2012 Last visit: 17-Feb-2013 Location: Mars
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SWIM was with another swimmer, both took 3 hits legitimate blotter. The night was pretty normal, but after about halfway through the trip things got weird. First, SWIM started to break through generally into a level of hyperspace. The giant corridors of it were swaying unsteadily on SWIMs walls as SWIM reeled about in horror trying to not lose SWIMS mind. The experience was bad only because SWIM didn't realize that being on LSD could make SWIMS mind vibrate at hyperspace speeds. SWIM was very uncomfortable because an entity was hovering outside SWIM's window, whipping wind around SWIM's neighborhood. This has happened to SWIM once before with another swimmer who was a different person. Both people with SWIM have noted that there was certainly a craft of some sort hovering. SWIM felt that there was a machine elf pod outside SWIM's window. SWIM's hallucinations were widening and intensifying. SWIM was inside of a giant womb that overlaid the entire world around SWIM. SWIM had a strange feeling of being inside of an alien womb, that it had incubated SWIM and rearranged SWIMS genetics and birthed SWIM into the world, SWIM was being reformatted. Then SWIM sort of became hypnotized and traumatized. SWIM tried to take baths to relieve the stress but there were entities floating outside SWIMS windows, peering in at SWUN. The other swimmer heard and felt the presence of the entities as well.
All SWIM has to say is that SWIM seriously wasn't prepared to be in hyperspace, SWIM thought there was a distinction between all hallucinogens and pure DMT.
All night SWIM was continuously being "frequencied" at in SWIMS mind and head, ultra frequencies that were not necessarily unpleasant but SWIM did not want to go into hyperspace. SWIM wanted SWIM's room to be a safe place but SWIM was consciously traveling between our reality, and simultaneous others where it was very clear to SWIM that the entities are inside of SWIM's mind and were either programming SWIMS genetics or copying all of SWIM's memories and behaviors, it made SWIM think that they must be studying entire species and organisms.
This got to the point where SWIM was literally sitting in a bathtub while entities whizz around outside and SWIM was just telling them to leave SWIM alone-
Time to take a break
Also, have not smoked DMT in 6+ months
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