The whole day of the 21st you can find me participating in workshops/meditating then dancing my ass off and having a good time with good peeps at the Dosio show in Columbus at their event called Earth Night 2012. The next day I will be participating in a sweat ceremony. I don't fear any appocolypse. I'd like to see people use this time as a time to re-evaluate and start changing current ways of thinking and living, but unless you're already on that path I doubt many people will go about that.
I did hear a Mayan elder speak about the whole Dec 21st thing. His name was Ac Tah, "the man who speaks." He talked about how the pyramids were built to harness the energy that will be available here on Earth around the 21st from the planets aligning, and that we can use this energy for positive change. He's currently travelling, in Mexico I believe, with others building small pyramids all over the place for this reason. Now I'm not saying everything he says is true, but he is a genuine Mayan and he said his knowledge was passed down from his ancestors, so I'm remaining open. I'd love to see the world wake up, but I certainly feel that people will only wake up and feel this energy if they truely want to. He even said that many people will go about their lives not having noticed any change.
Just figured I'd throw that little info in here about hearing an actual Mayan speak. This year for me has certainly been my greatest I think, in terms of personal growth and discovery. I've connected with many more like-minded people and feel like I am finding my higher self. I don't blame 2012, but this year has been magical for me.
[center]Sophia's Light
In darkest night, when lights are dim, and all in sight seems sad and grim,
I find you there, your arms surround me, your spirit fills me and it grounds me.
I look to you, Lady of Truth, most ancient One, yet eternal youth,to keep me safe, protect my heart,and with the wisdom you impart, fill up my empty mind and soul,so that, my Lover, you can make whole, all that was broken in this day –and that is what I ask and pray.