This is long, and I'm sure that by the end you will all feel that I am quite, quite crazy. Please remember that this is my everyday life and that some of these things have been difficult to deal with. Please be patient.

I have some experience pertaining to DMT secretion which has led me to believe that it maybe possible though I am in no way totally convinced.

I have a condition which began about two years ago that causes me to see a kind of visual snow or interference, much like you would see on a badly tuned TV. That isn't to say my vision is bad, in fact over long distances I am able to pick out details that most couldn't. It is however always there and causes the world I perceive to almost vibrate.

I also see other things. A kind of electric field in the sky, bursts of light in the clouds at night, what I can only describe as UFOs and about twenty or more times a day, whenever I look at a digital clock or anywhere there are numbers, the numbers are in some pattern or another. 1234, 1551, 1111, 1221, you get the idea. I know a lot of you feel the so called 11:11 phenomena isn't real, all I can say is I wish I didn't believe in it. For a long time, because of all this I was convinced I was losing my mind.

I once saw a doctor about it, the visual effects that is, I don't really want to get checked into a psyche ward. Whilst he had heard of other people who had the condition he did not know what caused it. He was interested in any drugs I had been using and I told him that I quite regularly use cannabis. He told me to stop to see if that made a difference (it didn't), but that it was most likely a chemical imbalance in my brain.

The first time I tried DMT (quite recently) my visual snow vanished, I was amazed, it was like my eyes had become HD eyes and I had eagle vision. This was the only time that this happened.

Subsequent low dosage DMT experiences have also had an interesting effect on my visual snow. The interference now coalesces into beautiful patterns, and auras around people and some objects. This has made me wonder if perhaps my condition is indeed caused by a chemical imbalance, and that the imbalance is an increase in metabolic DMT.

Since I began my adventures with DMT the odd occurrences have only increased but the visual snow has remained constant. However now, if I concentrate I can create the patterns and auras I see while using DMT although very dimly. I have also been having strange psychic moments with my two year old daughter who I am almost convinced has at times read my mind.

This isn't something I can talk about to anyone apart from my wife in case they think I'm nuts, but it feels good to somehow get it out in the open. A big part of me feels that the most simple explanation is the correct one and there is just something wrong with my eyes and that I am in some way delusional. But there is another part of me that is really excited about Dec 21. Maybe, just maybe the snow will once again coalesce without the strange taste of heavenly vapors filling my lungs.

1234, 1551, 1111, 1221 I have had this same phenomenon, Even recently and it's still happening.

It happens to me all day, but if you think about it, if you happen to start by seeing the CLock at 111, then you would have 4 more chances to see it within the hour, 121 131 141 151, everyday this has happened to me.

My thought, either your mind is on like a Ten min frame were you are looking at the clock in anytime divisable by 10.

But who knows Maybe it is some synchronicity going on if others were to report having the same experience.

As far as your visuals i don't know.

But i do know the thing between your daughter is pretty phenomenal , considering here age.

Ive have noticed through this life, when you spend a lot of time with someone or someone's you become almost completely connected.
Between me and my Lover, She is either in my head saying what i thought about saying but did not, many cases this has happened i have lost track. And there are also times were i am almost right in her mind speaking for her.

It's very bizarre but in a good way of-course, i am really trying to figure out how to tap into it fully but haven't figured it out. TM had once mentioned that what we think of as telepathy (my voice in your head) It is more like you don't understand them, you see what they mean.

If that makes any sense.

Yeah I actually know what you mean, I believe that if telepathy was prevalent through the world people would use a visual language because linguistics can all too often be misunderstood, or the true meaning of what you want to say can be lost.

As for the thing with the numbers, I left out the craziest part. I once mentioned it to a very close friend the morning after a particularly epic night out. Being a good friend he didn't tell me to my face that I was obviously out of my mind, but the look on his face did not lie. We laughed it off and changed the subject.

Then, about a month later he came to me and said, "I believe you now". He told me that ever since I told him about it he had been seeing the same thing all the time. He's understandably a little freaked out and doesn't really like to talk about it, so we just brush it off as "one of those things".

As for your time frame theory, that maybe possible but it wouldn't explain why I see it in other places besides clocks. Such as the change or total when I pay for something in a shop, or the number of bytes in a file I am transferring between systems at work.

To your numbers thing

The more you look for them the more apparent they will become.

Good Apollo- Im not sure if what i experience is the same thing as yours. For the past decade I occasionally see what I can only describe as particle rain. Its like seeing tiny rain droplets only they are moving much faster than rain could. Almost visible light speed. All the particulates move in the same direction but the direction changes angles and positions sometimes. I have no idea wtf it is nor has any of my friends ever said that can relate. Just one of those shoulder shrugging parts of life.

However I do have something happen that to me is quite strange. Things in my very close peripheral vision will flicker in and out of existence. Sometimes they will just morph and change shape in a repeated pattern but more often they just flicker. If I look directly at them they hold their space and shape as normal but if I just look a hair to the right or left they flicker again.

Its funny I don't ever talk about this because I've learned to just accept it but it does make me wonder if their is something wrong with me.

Does any of this ring a bell with you?

Sorry for the further off-topic, but reading that was just so shocking it's the exact same thing I've had for the whole year almost. When it began I even made a thread about it here cos I thought I had HPPD or something (just found it it's here).. Now I've just gotten used to it and accepted that it's a part of me as it happens many times per day. And yeah it's exactly how you describe, things will flicker in a very psychedelic way in your pheripheral vision and if you try to directly look at them, they behave normally again. Sometimes they have a lightsource of their own and sometimes they are just distorting "anomalies".

And the position of it is not based on your eyes, it's based on the external world, so if I move my eyes a bit the flicker still stays on the same part of the wall or whatever it's on. Which makes it seem less like a visual condition and more like observing something that's really there. I can't think of any other reason the flicker-anomalies could have such tracking that is irrelevant to the eye direction. Then again, that kind of tracking also happens with DMT .. so dunno what to make of it all..

Both your accounts definitely ring a bell with me. I used to see quite often cell like orbs of bright, coloured light flash in and out of existence. They were always much too quick to say whether or not they were moving independent of myself. These things were always quite small and I only rarely see them now.

I also witnessed a few times much larger orbs. These were translucent white lights that moved quite slowly and remained for several minutes at a time. These orbs definitely moved independently from me.

Its comforting to know that other people are experiencing similar things. Who knows, perhaps we are the vanguard for this supposed DMT secretion?

You know id just chalk it up to taking too many psychedelics or too high of doses but to be honest Ive had this well before I began using these substances.

Sometimes Ill joke about it calling it a glitch in the Matrix because thats exactly what it feels like. Like being in a first person type simulation that still has a few bugs to work out.

Other times not so much anymore I would wonder about the new ager ideas that when we are not observing something it exists in all its possibilities but when directly observed the wave function collapses to its locality. I use to wonder if maybe I able to see it periphrialy jumping into other super positions and dimensions. More just for fun. What else you suppose to do when you have some odd anomaly that happens regularly that you haven't found an explanation for?

That's today.

No prophesy ever in the history of man has ever come true. Mainly because the universe is random and the future is undetermined chaos.

DMT is amazing, but it has nothing to do with soothsaying.

21 Dec 2012 is a superstition.

I am a prophet. My prophesies always come true. Right now I predict that by the time I finish this bowl of weed I'll be stoned

Well as of today...half of the UK is underwater with floods...so maybe he got a little right.
Survivors? a touch more...