Hi all Nexus Nation,
I took 3 x Aya only brew, to see what the vine alone is going to do. First time was 50g second, third 100g.
I felt heavy body, relaxed mind, but also very scattered. I could clearly see my mental processes and thinking processes. I had a lots of aversions going on, I would "hate" : music, shapes, my thoughts...
I felt at moments "protected". I learned to allow to be loved by the surrounding.
Yet had I have dmt with it, I don't doubt it would not be nice experience.
1. Should i stay with Aya only until my mind gets quiet and stable?
2. And/or should I up caapi to 150mg? and spend some time working with it.
thanx
Jox
ps. I just want to say that all this I did with my husband, his last take was very good, his mind was clear, and steady, and emotionally he is much more unstable then me... yet he has some 15 kg less, so I think his dose was right, or what?