This one start badly.
I was in a huge ketamine binge and this particulary nigth i remember i was on uppers too.
I barely remember this week to be honest, i wasn't really in controle of myself because of the combo.
I was lying in my bed with my girlfriend falling asleep next to me and i was in self questionement really deep ( if you know ket well...).

Suddenlly i got a pulsion of smoking spice. I get up and i don't even weigth the spice, but i think it was around 30mg, and i smoke it very fast. Asking to myself to make this trip a changing matters. ( maybe it was to not feel bad about doing spice like this because i usually do it with respect, or maybe it was sincere, idk really).

I get back next to my girl friend, lye comfortable and stare at the roof, specially at a chinese lamp shaped like a ballon. The all roof begin tomove in wave kind of lsd-like visual, but it was gaing faster and faster, the all room begin to be fill with a really brigth yellow ligth, it was really strang because the ligth seemeds to come from everywere.
Suddenly i im not my room anymore, i'm in a torrent of liquid gold. the gold is moving really fast but i'm like stuck at my place, stuck in my body. Then the trip begin to come down. I was feeling really calm and kind of purify, i tell to my girldfriend " i ask to dmt to cure me and i think he just does". She was sleeping so she not answer me. I look at her and find her even more beautifull than usual. I felt like all the questionement i've got before this trip still was there but now seemed not this important. I've sleep very well that nigth.

It wasnt a breakthrough but it was a really good experience.

I'm happy dmt was forgiving this time




( sorry if my english is not perfect )