Now I understand..........
I'm new to Changa. I've been smoking DMT for years and only recently started experimenting with Changa. Up until tonight I've been extremely disappointed with it. It was just not visual for me at all. I've done ayahuasca a few times now at group retreats and have yet to receive any real visions. I was getting the feeling that it was the same for me with Changa.
I also thought that maybe I have some kind of tolerance compared to my friends who are DMT and psychadelic newbies who can trip nicely off really small doses.
I would share it with friends and smoke the same doses as them and where as they were having full on amazing trips I would get no CEVs at all. Sure the room would be enhanced with colours in that DMT type way but no real trip.
Then tonight it changed. I've realised where I've been going wrong, I've been treating it like DMT and it's a completely different animal. Changa is not like DMT where you weigh out your exact dose and hit it and lay back. With Changa it builds and you get there slowly, it's all about patience. You need to keep going.
The first bowl of 60mg of 1:1 Changa is not like smoking 30mg DMT. For me all that does is just open the doorway. I can see now that with Changa the dose is almost irrelevant. It's all about hitting your sweet spot. Before tonight all I have been doing is opening the doorway and nothing more. Slightly scared to do too much I've been really careful with dosing, treating it in the same way as I would freebase.
Tonight I shared with friends. They would have 30mg each dose and I 60mg. Using a small water bong and torch lighter.
The first 60mg - No CEV's at all, just body feeling and slight OEVs.
The second 60mg - Mild CEVs, Strong OEV's. Definitely the most I had ever got from Changa but still not at all what I thought it should be. It did feel like I was being blessed though by a male presence. There was no figure, I couldn't really see him, it was more just a feeling.
The third 60mg - PURE MAGIC. I finally got to where I wanted to be. It came on so slowly, started as gentle green mozaic above me that blossomed into pink and yellow unimaginable love and beauty. It was so delicate, pristine and gentle, like a precious flower blossoming. All I kept thinking was "NOW I UNDERSTAND, I UNDERSTAND". It was like the best parts of a DMT trip without the fear and feeling of being overwhelmed. Finally I 'got it'. Like a light bulb eureka moment.
It was all moving so slowly as well, with DMT it's like super sonic speed. This was still and tranquil or moving slowly and peacefully.
It felt so healing, like it was fixing me somehow and I can see it's just the tip of the iceberg.
Changa is about being patient and getting there slowly, hitting your sweet spot and then staying there. Tonight once I hit my sweet spot it was already pretty late so we called it a night, but I know now how to treat it going forward. I can see why some more experienced Nexians don't even weigh out doses, they just fill up the bowl and go from there. You also certainly need to smoke more DMT mg's when you smoke Changa than the mg's you would need of freebase DMT to get an effect.
Delicate, Pristine, Sublime, Glorius Perfection. Now I understand.