I had my first dmt experience two years ago, on my first attempt all i got was really vibrant colours and interlocking patterns which worn off within 5 mins (i think this was due to burning too much of the substance) which i was really disappointed about.
Around an hour later i tried again on the glass pipe but instead of applying the flame directly i put the dmt in the bottom of the bowl and heated it from underneath, after two big tokes and lots of smoke....... BOOOOOOM!
The lights became more and more intense and everything around me broke up into really intense kaleidoscopic patterns then suddenly i felt surrounded by 4 entities what seemed to be like powerful gods they were communicating with me in a really emotional way, it was like they were praying with their arms together, one of them was pushing a sort of energy deep into me with palm of its hands it felt like it was telling me to believe in myself and i had been chosen by them (deep shit i know)
Meanwhile the other entities were trying to show me something it was all happening so quick it was hard to take in, i was shown a strange triangular symbol which seemed to be of great value, i also noticed a band of strange text or language scrolling across the highest part of my vision it was moving so fast i could not take any of this in.
After ten minutes or so i started coming back round and noticing my friends who were minding me.
This experience actually changed my life for the better, i always remember these divine god like entities telling me to believe in myself every time i felt down or insecure.
I was extremely baffled by this experience as the 3 other friends who also had the dmt on the same day never had any significant breakthrough quite like i did, until this day my friends think i'm crazy when i tell them about my experience and sometimes i do question myself lol. But because of the nature of my experience and the overwhelmingly personal benefits i gained from it i was almost certain i was going to try it again and i was determined to take one of my friends with me to experience what i did.
2 years later (ealrlier this evening in fact) after trying my hardest to track some more of this truly amazing substance i acquired .5g of pure dmt to carry on my research with a couple of good friends who were also after a bit of what i had explained about earlier in my first experience.
This time i loaded 125mg of pure dmt to a small glass device made from a small whiskey bottle with a wire wool kind of gauze in the bottle neck (which i had been told was a really effective way to get a breakthrough hit )
After two really deep lung fulls i reach to the pipe to get the rest of what was remaining. This was an extremely intense buzz better than any narcotic i could possibly think of, after around 1 minute (i think) i was propelled by what seemed to be a goddess made out of light right in front of my vision (eyes open or closed) she was duplicated infinitely as far as i could see she was beautiful pointing at me as if she had chosen me to come and see what she has got to offer!
Then suddenly there two entities of some kind to my left and right side i couldnt quite make them out, it was as if they were in my mind slapping me and teaching me things i didn't understand, it felt like sub-consciously they were teaching me a lesson in life.
They guided me to the left of my visual field then felt like i was in some kind of childhood like setting, it felt like a nursery (bizarre as it may seem)
This godess was trying to tell me something and these jesters were still slapping me, then by some kind of a telepathy they told me that they wanted me to breath deeply. I then started to breathe deeply and slowly in and out .....then it was like they were thanking me and stopped slapping me for listening to them and they proceded to show me more (which i'm now finding hard to remember). How on earth did these beings communicate me? How did i know they wanted me to breath deeply? Why didn't any of my friends experience anything quite as significant?
It seemed like on both experiences i was chosen by these entities, like i was special to them. This made me feel overwhelming appreciation for them and there divine realms!
They told me a lesson im not sure what it was but it was was definitely the best and most meaningful and personal experience in my life!
'I HAVE NO SPECIAL TALENT, I AM JUST PASSIONATELY CURIOUS' Albert Einstein