Hi everyone.

This post is the main reason I joined this forum.

Last night, I took my first 2 trips into the DMT Universe.

For my first trip I took 50mg using the 2 litre bottle technique. After 3 large hits and the most unbelievable terror and I was experiencing a world of dull, but extremely colourful patterns going in on themselves but also pouring out at the same time. Very fractal and very fast. Deep reds and greens, it felt as if I was looking at a 2 dimensional picture with old "red and green" 3D glasses on.

I blacked out for much of this trip. At one point I was underneath a desert with a snake slithering across the sand. The desert then became the upper atmosphere of the earth with the sun beaming across the right off me into space. I could see a few stars that I desperately wanted to reach but was stuck in the upper atmosphere and couldnt move further. This went on for a long time before coming back down.

The whole time, a wave of energy was sweeping over my body and I was told that "everything was was ok" and "not to worry".

The whole trip lasted 7 mins exactly. my mind felt as if I had been gone for an untold amount of time but my body felt like 2 mins had passed.

I waited a couple of hours before going back.

This time I hit around 53mg using the same technique. 2 hits then one last, large one and I was flung at crazy speed through a world of vibrant arching fractal red and green patterns.

Constantly changing and always joined, these patterns were the entire world I now inhabited. There was no concept of size or time, there was no start or end, it just WAS.

As I neared the end of my warp speed travel, I could see the shape of an entity out of my right peripheral. Within seconds, I was as the foot of this gigantic Buddha like entity, sitting, presenting something which I could not yet see.

I believe that the description of "Buddah" was my mind giving this entity a shape. I could not focus on the face or head of this entity, nor was I allowed to look left of right. Looking left and right just showed the same entity over and over in all directions.

Around and inbetween this entity was nothing but colour and lines, the same Green's and Red's as the "tunnel" leading up to this place.

I was forced to focus on the object that the giant entity was "holding" (although it had no hands). It presented my with a clear capsule containing mechanical parts and liquid.

I proceeded to ask the entity what it was I was looking at? why I was there? Was I OK? But I was told "NO! Just look. Look at what I am showing you".

As I studied the object and started to move around it in all dimensions, I noticed blobs inside the liquid in the capsule. Instantly I knew that these blobs were conciousness. I felt close to them and I felt as if they were trying to communicate with me but I didnt know how.

I kept asking questions about what it was, was I welcome, where it was, when it was. But all questions were ignored and I was told to just look.

The whole time I felt an indescribable sense of love and familiarity and when I was coming down to my body I felt as if I was being waved goodbye. It felt like a going away party. Sad and happy at the same time.

I was just wondering if this sounds like a complete breakthrough?

It felt like one but I am completely inexperienced with such things. I feel as though I should have been able to communicate or maybe get passed all patterns into another world (even though I wasn't on any world)

I felt conciousness and love and had no sense of time or space. I was outside of everything physical.

I don't know if that makes any sense. I cant put it clearer than that, in the right order of events, without it sounding a bit messy.

I don't know if my question can even be answered by anyone but myself, but maybe someone else had the experience or similar.

Thank you for reading.

It sounds like a breakthrough to me. Isn't it amazing?

There aren't words in the English language to describe it.

Thank you for your reply.

Sounds awesome, and nicely detailed- thanks for sharing that. I can almost 'see' what you were seeing... it's amazing what you can recall through such an intense experience.

Thank you for your reply. It has really stuck with me. I have forgotten very little of it, which is contrary to what I have read from many people who forget quite quickly after they come out of a trip. Looking forward to my next trip.

For sure this sounds like a breakthrough! Wow! Well done sir!

This is a great trip report - a great piece of hyperspace mapping. Thank you so much for sharing that.

Sounds like you got what Terrence McKenna and some other DMT trippers have called a gift. You got a gift and it was cool and trippy as all anything - that liquid blobs thing that you felt was your conscious. Very cool indeed.

There's a lot of classic elements of a breakthrough experience in your report - too many to list , but that gift was a nice detail . . .

Great report for what sounds like a great experience . ..

I had a similar experience regarding what you said, and to quote you,
"As I neared the end of my warp speed travel, I could see the shape of an entity out of my right peripheral. Within seconds, I was as the foot of this gigantic Buddha like entity, sitting, presenting something which I could not yet see.I believe that the description of "Buddah" was my mind giving this entity a shape. I could not focus on the face or head of this entity, nor was I allowed to look left of right. Looking left and right just showed the same entity over and over in all directions."

Although mine,(Second Trip), I saw Devi Shakti from both my right and left peripheral (same entity over and over). I was, however allowed to see the profile of the head and face and also it's hands. Though I do not claim any religion and was raised mainly around christians. I felt her/he and I felt healing from her/he. It reached out to me in the feminine form of Shakti letting me know that everything was alright and sending feelings of affirmation throughout my soul that everything I have ever felt regarding connection to everything and synchronicity was correct and real. The most awesome of feelings to ever feel with no earthly words to describe them. She was taking parts of me and replacing them with something else; something real and true. I then saw time collapsing in upon itself over and over again until it came to one single florescent blue line, with one florescent blue dot (circle) that felt to be some sort or doorway or wormhole that I was being allowed access to and being drawn towards. That was my breakthrough and it has been about 1 and 1/2 to 2 months since that second trip. I feel I was meant to be shown something more, and was supposed to allow myself to go through that "wormhole", but it was as if I was letting my negative feelings of something in somehow and I was quickly carried away back down to myself regretfully. I cannot wait to go back. There is so much more I was made to feel that I need to learn. The fear is an illusion, and when she/he (because the greater part is both feminine and masculine) was there with me, the fear of not being able to breath or any other fear was quickly hushed by her/his presence. I will definitely share my next journey with all of you. Peace and Love.

Thank you all for your replies.

Its great to have support through such a confusing week.

I am still coming to terms with a lot of what happened during the trip and am eager to go back soon so will keep everyone updated on my next trip.

Cosmicbutterfly,

It is amazing how many similarities there are with our trips.

I am not too clever with religious deities and Buddha was the best I could do but after searching Devi Shakti images, that is absolutely, 100% the figure I encountered. I could see the shape of the head while travelling towards (from the right) the being and looking at pictures of the Devi Shakti, I can say, without a doubt that this was the entity that presented me with this object.

Specifically this image:



That small bit of information has given me a bit to think about. Thank you.

I hope to encounter this being again soon and hopefully communicate somehow.