So, I took 5 hits of white spice. 3 sequential, and the other 2 to keep it going. So, after I took the 5th one...I breakthrough, stare out my window, there's a wind storm and I focus on a shade tree....then there was a fractal explosion...I stop looking out my bedroom window and try to refocus, but the fractal image of the tree is like some burnt in negative image illusion...and my entire room turned into a fractal forest...Everything was gone and I was on some lush, alien world. I had, that...I'm dead feeling again...but I just went with it. I love DMT.

Wow, though short, I got a good sense of your trip from that report.

You know, just speaking personally here, when I take a goodly dose, including every breakthrough, at least at first, my eyes, just fall closed. The only time I tried to keep them open the room got exeedingly weird and alien, but then my eyes closed against my will and then I feel into the deep, immersive DMT breakthrough trip.

Anyway, that's just me. I know others who like to/try to keep their eyes open on big doses . .

Thank you so much for sharing that Mel Angel,

My eyes were closed the entire time when I took the first four hits, and some of the 5th hit. After the 5th hit, I had that weird, disassociated, I'm dead feeling, when you breakthrough, everything kind of dissolved away, making me scared...then I sat up from my bed...I was laying down in a sleep position. Then I looked outside real quick, and everything was just insane...I managed to focus on this shade tree for 20 seconds...then I lay back down and close my eyes....and the most insane kaleidoscopic fractals where burnt in the closed eyed visuals...then I open my eyes...and my room was gone. I panicked, thinking this can't be...what the hell happened...I'm I dead...then I realized my dmt pipe was still in my hand...and everything just became more intense and awesome.