Im have some troubles breaking fully through the barrier...
it might be solved it might not... there was arguing communication i was hearing russian and spanish... but eventually it led me to opening my bedroom door. im not sure if im suffering from amnesia and i had a trip but i feel like my problem was that my bedroom door was shut. and in the current glow state im in i saw particles enter my room. extremely cool it brought back memories of a past trip my first trip... im not so sure now if i did breakthrough or not.
has anyone ever felt like droplets had been hitting their face when they went in? no evidence of any form of sweat was left after that but that was how my first trip began... no connection to what is going on right now but this is very interesting im really happy i caan share this right now... im pretty sure i didn't break through and i have before this is my third attempt in one night. im not sure what the door thing truly means but its really cool anyhow... im gonna try again right away...

BEAUTIFUL lol GODLINESS http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iMgJTz2vQqk This guy right here got the knowledge hahaha

What happened last night went like this...
I attempted to make my first trip that night around after midnight 12:40am.
I use a glass pipe and 3-5 drops of a nice concentrated tincture.
And so i took my first toke, as i took the second hit the potency and thickness of the smoke made me choke and cough which blew away the third building hit of vapors.

This left me with very powerful threshold effects all of the movement and brightened colors OEV's i usually dont close my eyes anymore. The CEV's always seem to fictional to me though always strange and beautiful often enjoying these faceless beings that seem very brightly colored almost bio mechanical looking often complemented by a liquid shine usually after i see this primordial looking soup of worms tho my description doesn't bring them justice they are they are my most common cev's. I did not close my eyes during this session so i did not see anything special.

I opened my laptop and started searching through the forum. Checked a reply to a thread i started before my first attempt. Eventually i found the chat and jumped in to participate just trying to pass the time before my next attempt.

When the time came i readied my room and prepared for my second attempt all rituals. Not sure what time it was. Grabbed the lighter added 4 drops to my pipe and proceeded to take my first hit. I knew the lighter was close to empty but into my second hit it had died i didn't know this at the time. So i had felt completely rejected by the universe around me when the pipe had stopped producing the regular amount of vapors. I tried again and found that my lighter had produced a small blue flame. There are no notches on this lighter it seems to work fine now tho. With afterglow effects i opened my laptop and returned to the chat. The active members in the chat were anrchy and SandsofTime.

A shorter amount of time past and i found my small single torch lighter, 4 more drops. My 3rd attempt in one night needless to say i was a little depressed and unsure of why the universe was putting me through this shit. I was motivated to reach hyperspace. I don't like using the torches because of the extreme change in temperatures they cause in such a short time, reaching temperatures that will make the glass glow that amber orange. Well the results of this attempt are in the post above. I opened my bedroom door walked through returned to my laptop posted what had happened and began my 4th and attempt.

Yes that first unorganized and confusing post was during the glow of my 3rd attempt, it as posted in a rush cuz i wanted to immediately try again with the door open. I still have this doubt about the whole third event but i just felt i was being told to open that door, Who knows why right?

Here's a little more detail. Some form of argument after i had taken my third hit. It seemed the argument had something to do with why i couldn't pass the threshold in i didn't understand any of the voices but the most vivid ones were an adult Spanish female and an adult eastern European man. Eventually it all led me to believe the door was the problem. A previous attempt on Oct. 6th was very similar to this. I felt as if i was sitting in court with this argument happening in front of me. No feeling of happiness after either of these occurred just strong confusion.
As soon as i opened the door i was like "spooky" as i watched how the thick carpet moved. i stood there for a minute or so and then i walked through the door and walked around the room walked back to my bedroom and back out contemplating my confusion. I reentered my room and sat on my bed looking at the place where the carpets met between the rooms as i watched the particles at the boundary of the room settle. I then made my first post on this topic.

First i opened this page http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nnb4zW0UnkQ and decided to keep the audio on, all past attempts were made in silence with no visuals, so not only did i "open the door" (maybe symbolism) but i added visuals and sound to this last attempt. [who knows what variables really counted. Or maybe even the third attempt was just a failure at inhalation.]
I added 4 drops to my oil burner and grabbed my torch and i began what followed after i cannot describe for loss of memory i remember my bedroom disappearing completely and being led to an amazing scifi like city. At exit i felt the love of the universe and disbelief in what had transpired. I could see the particles that filled the air around me and felt as if they were a part of me. I closed my eyes and put my hands on my face visualizing and feeling. Everything was good. As i was coming down and the afterglow intensity started fading, i looked at my laptop and clicked on the video linked in my previous post.