First let me say HOLY SHIT!
Ok, now that I have that out of my system. Ahem. So today I decided I was going to try again. After some advice from the forums that lightbulbs are not good for the spice, I decided to make a "machine". After a couple of attemts, I finally brooke a glass captain morgan bottle in half with a (somewhat) straight edge, attached the top of a plastic 2 liter bottle to the top at an angle. It looked very nice. I got a small piece of choreboy copper scrubber and cut it to fit snuggly in the neck of the bottle. I burned it the best I could with a lighter until I thought that all the residues were burned off. Then I measured out about 25mg D and placed on top of the choreboy and stuck it up into the neck of the bottle. I held the lighter under the choreboy for a while, and only black smoke would come up, so I figured there was still more to burn off the pad. so not wanting to waste all my lighter fluid I took the pad out, put the spice back on the plate and placed the pad on the eye of my stove until it stopped smoking. I tried again, and still just got a lung full of black smoke, with absolutely no vapes. I tried and tried with no luck, and wasted all 25mg. I eventually gave up on that and decided that I would try the lightbulb again because I had had a little bit of luck with it before. I added about 20 more mg into the bulb, there were already some melted and resolidified crystals in there. I held the lighter under the bulb until I saw smoke, and then moved the lighter away and inhaled. I held for about 10 seconds and did this again and again. I got a little bit of a head high, but no real psychedelic effects. A little bit frustrated, and knowing that the body builds up a very fast tolerance, I grabbed a small glob, looked about the right size and dropped it in, and held the lighter there under it, about an inch and a half away. I started to see smoke, and decided to just let the smoke build up a bit. Then I took a big lung full and held it about 10-15 seconds. I did the same one more time, and laid back, this time when I breathed out there was a ton of smoke that came out of my lungs. I've never smoked anything before, and this scared me a little, and just about then I felt like I fell back into the couch, afraid I would never breath again. I took a deep breath and it felt like the most amazing thing I ever felt. I must have completely lost perception of the outside world at that time, because I have no Idea if my eyes were open or closed after that. I started getting the feeling like when you get on a roller coaster and start going up. Excited and euphoric at first, but as you get higher and higher you start to get scared out of your mind. It kept coming and going quickly in waves, back and forth, happy, scared, happy, scared. I was floating in a very tiny room, with all kinds of things moving and floating all around me. Very deep blues and purples. It was the most intense feeling I have ever had. The visuals were amazing, but I cant remember specifically what any of them were because I was so scared. It surprised me that I was so scared because I haven't been nervous at all about taking it. I think it was the fact that I wasn't expecting anything to happen that caused my mind to flip out. My advise to anyone who is new to using it like I am, is ALWAYS expect the most intense experience of your life, every attempt, because when you get it right there is NO turning back! I couldnt wait for it to end..

I cant wait to do it again...