All distinguished Nexus members,

Please read this, laugh, and respond. I would be much obliged. I would like to attempt to put into words how my first DMT experience went. I've lurked on this site for awhile, and am admitingly the noobest of all noobs on this particular subject. This will become quite clear as you continue to read my account. Feel free to ridicule, scoff, laugh, and "I told you so, noob" to your hearts desire, as nobody is a tougher critic to me, than me.

I've had a lifetime of experimenting with substances, pot, shrooms, lsd, ecstasy, amphetamines, opiates, ketamine, ect ect.. By far the substance that has done me the most harm is undoubtable alcohol. Of which I've confronted and taken on admirably. So while I'm a noob to dmt, I am not a noob to life. Annnnyways...

My first mistake; trusting an unknown vender online. Know your source. This is the golden rule.

So I attempted to make some jerry-rig smoking apparatus out of a 2 liter bottle and tinfoil, in an attempt to freebase my substance. I found that most of the powder simply burnt away with very little smoke collecting in the bottle. After my third attempt I managed a couple decent sized hits and found that the experience was very mild compared to what I was anticipating. I decided "fuck this, I need to know what this is all about," so I made my second major mistake, by making up a sizable line and blowing it up my nose.

This method proved vastly different. For starters there was an intense burning in my nostrils that lasted for hours. It hit me hard. It was absolutely nothing like this 'breaking though," or dancing elves or whatever. It was absolute paranoia, panic, and grief. I was insanely fucked up. I was still mobile however, as I made my way outside and attempted to violently wretch, yet thankfully had nothing in my stomach. I made my way upstairs, where it occurred to me I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I JUST TOOK. I became convinced that it was some 2C and this was going to last for hours. I prayed to god that it would end soon, while becoming convinced that I was dying. This is how my father must have been feeling when he died of cancer less than a month ago. Please make it end. And gradually it did. I came down, and had the epiphany of..

Every breath is a gift.
Every day a miracle.
Take care of your body, it is your vehicle through life

Sorry to the readers that managed to make it through this ramble, but I felt the need to get this off my chest, as a warning, and as a topic for more experienced users to laugh at. Seeing how I came down in a matter of 20 minutes or so, my thought is that what I had was in fact DMT of perhaps 5-meo. (thank god) But obviously I need to do more research on what I am putting into my body.

I am not ready to give up on DMT or other psychs due to this experience alone, I will still explore as I've always done. With these 3 rules in mind.

1. Know your source
2. Know your source
3. Know your dose

So it goes..

Respectfully,

J.J

In my experience with 5-MEO-DMT and the fact you say you bought it online, I'm pretty confident that you had infact taken 5-meo. Wheigh your does carefully with that stuff my friend it is quite powerful. When taken correctly it can also be extremely enjoyable aswell.

Thanks for the input Sykosis. Powerful indeed. As bad as the experience went, I'm really no worse for wear in the end. Just a bit more cautious, and honestly I should know better. Any way to be sure as to what I got from here? Shout out to all the readers.

J.J

There is a test kit, which may help you identify to a certain degree. Check out bunkpolice.org and look in the store for both the "basic kit" and the "Ehlrich's kit". This is the the only thing that comes to my mind, which may help you. Ehlrich's kit test specifically for lsd, dmt, and mushrooms, while the basic tests for a wider variety and not dmt specifically (although it is listed in the additional known reactions).

Bingo. I'll certainly look into that, thanks mang. Also, any suggestions on a solid vape pipe? Clearly I'm in need.

J.J

glad you made it through...

now, as to fixing those errors... man, you yourself are the most trustworthy source you'll ever find... get some plant matter (acacia, chaliponga, etc...) & extract your own n,n DMT... it'll be the most rewarding experience of your life going to hyperspace on something you helped nurture into being, and there'll be no worries about what it actually is you're taking, because you'll know... & for the price of one dose from a sketchy vendor you can extract many, many doses of your own... win, win, win...

& get at the GVG... it seems to be the tool of choice... lacking that, i like to smoke my molecule on a joint... just a regular ol' reefer, with a nice pile of spice at the business end...

I agree with Leon Trout about extracting your own DMT. Just by knowing you synthesized something by your own will and by making it with respectful intent, it will lead you to a most wonderous reward and maybe lesson. Being shoved head first into a reality filled with panic and anxiety sounds similiar to a 4-aco-dmt trip I had to suffer through one time. For the pipe choice, I highly recommend The Machine, https://www.dmt-nexus.me...aspx?g=posts&t=25974 . I made my own from a cheap piece of glass that I drilled a hole through then grab some metal wool or a copper scrubber pad( REMEMBER TO BURN OF THE STUFF ON THE METAL WOOL WITH FIRE, IT WILL BASICALLY STOP SMOKING WHEN IT IS DONE) . It hits pretty smooth and pretty hard. I have also heard good things about making it into a joint, but I personally have no experience with that. Good Luck with future endevors.

I agree wholeheartedly with both of you. Synthesizing my own dmt would give me a tremendous piece of mind, and greet me into the world that i've been researching, and so desire, in the most appropriate way. As frightening as the experience was yesterday, it pails in comparison to the dark, decrepit, agonizing pit, that alcohol addiction has put me in. I sincerely appreciate the great advice, and links, that will help me continue on this worthy quest.

J.J