PRE-CONDITIONS(mind)Set:relaxed, a little nervous but calm
(physical condition) Set:tired, but still responsive
Setting (location):at home, dark room with little light
time of day: about 11:00pm
recent drug use:marijuana, alcohol, mushrooms
last meal: hours prior, pizza i believe
PARTICIPANTGender: male
body weight: 150 lbs or 68.2 kg
known sensitivities: caffeine makes me really hyper, and strung out feeling
history of use: first time spice user, little experience with LSD, mushrooms, MDMA everyday marijuana smoker
BIOASSAYSubstance(s): marijuana, mushrooms, LSD, DMT, Valium, Xanax, Vicodin, cocaine
Dose(s): varies(everyday smoker), about an eighth each time, 2 hits, 50+mg for first trip(reason for such a profound experience), ?, 1mg, 750mg, occasional line here and there
Method of administration: smoked along with marijuana
EFFECTS[/u]
Administration time: 11:00 pm
Duration: 1+ hour
First effects: intense visual, audial effects followed by blasting sensation
Peak: peak within 10 seconds, time seemed to have no concept after this and soon i blacked out
Come down:reunited with earth and my body after 30 minutes, still tripping when i fell asleep at 12:15
Baseline:11-12 insane.
Intensity (overall): 4 (use HRS-like scale i.e. 0-4: 0 = "Not at all;" 1 = "Slightly;" 2 = "Moderately;" 3 = "Quite a bit;" 4 = "Extremely."
Evaluation / notes: extremely intense almost unbearable. mental traumatizing in a way
OPTIONALPleasantness: 4(0-4)
Implesantness: 4 (0-4)
Visual Intensity: 4 (0-4)
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AFTER-EFFECTSHangover:4 horrible headache for 2 days after. day after was still questioning my place or existence in reality as if what my trip was, was true and everything else is merely an illusion of itself in my mind (0-4 ; what type of impleasantness ; duration)
Afterglow: recent stresses and depressed feeling from problems at home seemed to be uplifted and i feel as if i have been enlightened in a way, lasted longer than 24 hours(0-4 ; what type of positive effects ; duration)
REPORTmy first experience with smoking DMT, was about 3 days ago. a buddy of mine had roughly 30mgs in a pipe, topped with cannabis. the first 2 hits i took were weak due to my lack of experience and quite frrankly i was scared of what it would do. i have had experiences with other drugs but from doing countless research on it, i knew it would be different. my final hit before the pipe was cashed out was a very large one, and within 10 seconds i found myself looking up at the sky and seeing the trees, the sky, birds and clouds all form into one conciousness, what i conceptualized as pure energy. after 15 minutes i felt back to normal and felt as if it were a short lived LSD trip. much of my first thoughts of this were about to change dramatically.
the next evening i loaded few small hits of spice just to get a feel for it again before i attemoted to "blast off." i put on pink floyd, dimmed the lights in the room, turned off my phone to make a comfortable environment and then i meditated for about 15 minutes. i layed on the floor and had mild visions of colors and shapes. wanting a more intense experience, i packed a large hit of DMT under marijuana probobaly about 50-60mgs.
(0secs-5secs starting at 11:00 pm)
i filled the chamber and as soon as it cleared i began counting. previously i counted to 10 or whenever i started to feel shakey but this time i knew i was in for a ride. 1...2...3...4.........and there it went. before i finished thinking the word 4 i was overcome by a kind of celtic design intertwining with itself, full of ranges of colors, sounds and meanings that were unknown. the music i was listening to, instantly turned into a sharp ringing sound as soon as the visuals started and i simply thought, i have left my body. i had no idea if i was breathing or my heart was beating, i was in zen.
(5 secs- ???)
this is where i blacked out. i felt that i had died or was just dreaming
(still no concept of time)
i came back into conciousness, but still not in this world or my body. my soul was broken down into energy where i was suspended in a matrix along with all other forms of energy i had experienced in life(love, relationships, family, and overall human existence)
(11:30)
came back down into my body. this is where i found most disturbance(due to not being able to understand or comprehend the 5 secs of extreme intense spiritual visions before blacking out, as well as blacking out)i was suddnly hit by a rush of all of the things relating to my own personal life.(i had though my mom found me dead, the police had come and arrested me, and personal thoughts i cannot explain all came to me in a realization of still being a human) i though i was in the hospital or jail ultimately but i suddenly opened my eyes and was in the same safe spot at home, on my couch.
(11:30-11:45)
i was back in my physical body but my mind was not ok with it. i got the feeling that nothing was real anymore and that somehow my life until this point was just an iterpritation of finding a specific molecule(spirit molecule) to open up my energy to a new level. i was in the real world, but still tripping extremely hard with unexplainable hallucinations. i said to myself in excitment,no F****** way(pardon the cursing, as i feel it is completely necessary in explaining the level of awe and excitement i was going through.) i began believing that i had dreampt up everything and finally found what i needed to find in order for the true reality of life an existence to take place and i was the only one, the only key to unlocking such a mystery. i had to mentally stop myself when i began running outside thinking that evrything i knew was fake and that i am in a new place now where there are no people, governments, laws, or even immoral thoughts could take place, like i was in complete zen and bliss.
(11:45-12:15)
this is where i started freaking out. reading on DMT trips before i was extremely worried why my trip has lasted almost an hour. i had peaked, came down but was still tripping in the real world with no sign of coming down i watched time go by as i thought, am i alive? what if im dead or dying? what will everyone think?: but wait its all fiction there is noone this is just a strangle ripple of conciousness that noone can understand. my heart was racing, i was breathing extremely heavy and was feelin like i was hyper-ventalating and very tense. i knew i for some reason i was dying, but i was ok with it.
woke up the next morning at 630 for school, still feeling wierd, no hallucination but i went to school and felt like i was dreaming, or still just inside my own mind. i felt as if anysecond i would be beamed back to the couch and it would only be 11:05. it was very hard getting my mind back to the point of grasping this world we live in as real and meaningful when i had experienced more than what i could have in a million lifetimes in merely an hour.
now please as an end note, i have no experience with dmt and would like to hear feedback on dosages, if i did way too much or if it was just too much for me to handle. i had thoughts that i has messed up my brain chemistry and i felt like a different entity that was forcibly being confined to a human body. any similar experiences, etc. thanks.