Ok. Ive smoked spice before. It has been over a year and alot has happened in that year. In the past when smoking it I never broke through. In the past year I have done a lot of research on DMT, and realized I need to take 3 good blasts and close my eyes.
So yesterday I load up about 80mg. Take it in 3 hits. And BAM that explosion into the universe happens. I only remember 2 visual stimuli. At one point I remember seeing green melting shapes, and feeling the realization of cosmic time. The time it takes for mountains to be created and whatnot. I remember feeling like I was letting go to die and become one with it, which I did and embraced it for who knows how long.
The other visual part I remember was being on the outside of some bright orange globe. I remember thinking to myself "I wish I could show this to people"
Another part of it that I remember is wanting to kill myself to make the experience stop because it was SO intense. I hit the pipe a few more times throughout the night, and it really didnt even touch me, not like the people I was with.
Basically the trip was very intense, it was a feeling, revelations almost. Feeling how the universe works. Not a visual trip as much though. I know I may be forgetting alot of important details because of the nature of the experience. I plan on going back again soon.
Wondering if anyone can relate to this, or any ideas anyone may have. Peace.
"For him, LSD and psilocybin did not introduce, as if they were contaminants, unnatural hallucinations. Instead, they manifested – that is, made perceptible and, from the point of view of the senses, seemingly material – what was already latent in the mind. They gave spatial dimensions to strange modes of cognition and lavish mental imagery"
-Lindsey M. Banco