Hey everybody I’m new here but I have been reading this forum for a couple of weeks now and it has helped me tremendously. First off I want to say this was going to be a reply to Tattvamasi's thread under DMT experiences but I cannot post there yet so I'm posting here in a new thread. Here is the link to his thread-
https://www.dmt-nexus.me...spx?g=posts&t=33032.
When referring to the thread or any nexus members I am referring to the above link (in case you are confused on what I am referring to.)

Just recently I found the most amazing thing ever- DMT and have had a few breakthroughs since discovering it. The experience is beyond amazing. I want to thank everybody in this community for contributing knowledge about DMT. I really loved the above thread and it captures the experience I had last night. I kind of felt like what Rising Spirit was saying; we are nothing and everything at the same time.

Here is a record of my trip: I smoked DMT several times last night for about two hours on and off with my friend and probably did it about 4-6 times within that period. Between the two of us throughout the night we went through about 150mg of DMT. When the effects wore off I would talk it over with my friend and then we would do it again. Pink Floyd was playing the entire time and I was using my GVG, thanks to the recommendations by you guys.

Anyways, the first hit I definitely broke through and it was amazing but I’m not going to go into detail with that on this thread unless someone asks. After doing it again once or twice more I broke through again. I saw four beings surrounding me and one larger being behind them. I was in a sense of awe while I was seeing them. It felt like there were eyes everywhere staring me down. It was sort of like Alex Grey’s collective vision painting. Look at my avatar. They were all looking at me and basically were saying that I was nothing. This trip aided me in what I would experience later in the night.

After that amazing trip and after I had thought about what had occurred I did DMT a few more times. I decided to do DMT with my eyes open for the first time since I hadn’t done it before and my friend said he felt like pure energy when he had his eyes open. The energy he had coming out of his trip was amazing.(While he was talking about it). After 2 times of doing DMT with my eyes open with amazing experiences, including seeing entities and alien experiences, the third time was just incredible. It was BEYOND incredible it was the most AMAZING thing ever.

I felt like Tattvamasi was saying, that you are God in its entirety. I had my eyes open and I was witnessing the matrix. The foundation for everything was broken down.The world dissolved and I saw what everything was made of. Everything was pure, beautiful, radiant energy, and everything was connected. Everything was so clear and I felt like I was home. I became reconnected to what felt like I am supposed to be. I was everything. I was nothing. I was god. Everything was god. It felt like that experience is what is real and this life is an illusion. This life is the dream and that is what is real. It was beyond describing in words which I’m sure most people on here who have done DMT can understand.

When the DMT began to wear off I looked at my body and it felt as if it was a prison, like I was not suppose to be confined to a body. I was supposed to be free rather than trapped. I could not get over how alien my body seemed. I was just one with everything, I was infinite. I was home. Then all of a sudden I was trapped into a body of flesh and thrust back into this dream. I was confined to one thing rather than to all things.

Anyway that was only a small portion of what happened last night because I only listed about 2 of my five or so trips. When I look at the night as a whole it was truly incredible. Every trip was setting me up for the final one. They showed me that there is more to life than what meets the eye. What I experienced is too profound for me to even closely comprehend.

Anyways, I have talked enough but I just want to say that my eyes are now open and I love all you guys. I am so glad that DMT found me. If anyone wants me to post my other experiences I would be glad to do so. I would love to hear everyone's opinion.

peace

Sounds like you reached THE state that so many seek. Do you still feel like you're imprisoned in your body? I imagine that'd be a horrible thought to carry with you. I hope it's subsiding.

no, I do not feel imprisoned anymore but it wasn't a terrible feeling at all. It felt kinda good actually. Nothing about the experience was negative in any way. It was all overwhelmingly positive, yet very strange. It really just felt like I wasn't my body. I went from being what seemed like everything to being confounded within an alien body and it seemed like I wasn't suppose to be there, in my body. It wasn't negative at all it was just very weird and I think its purpose was to show me that there is more to someone than just their body and mind.

wow! amazing experience achamp..and welcome aboard!!

Nice report achamp1121!

We're something else eh?

Yeah in that report I had taken the dose (which equated out to 35-40mg) in one inhalation in my bong clearing the entire bowl head. It was hands down the most intense experience I've had in my few years of working with dmt.It came on within 4-5 seconds EVERYTHING within my immediate open-eyed vision began to dissolve and decontruct...faster than it ever has for me...then WHAM....I was completely gone, I had no recollection of closing my eyes before it came on...it was VERY VERY sudden. Usually dmt had a building period within a 10+ second range where it builds and builds..then your gone. But there was not a thread of any consensus reality nor me left within 4-5 seconds.

Im not going to ramble on. What I experienced was so far beyond my hundred some times ive done dmt. It was absolutely nothing like a dmt experience....thats the best way to explain it....no entities...none of that. I was honestly akin to "breaking through the breakthrough".

Tat tvam asi

Hey thanks for the replies everybody. And Tattvamasi, my experience seemed very similar to the way you described yours. Everything broke down and dissolved. I saw pure energy and I felt like I was the universe seeing itself in its natural form. It was so intense. That's also why I loved reading your initial thread. It was literally the first thread I read after my experience had occurred. I find it sorta weird that I had this experience and then the first thread I read is about others who have had similar ones. And the incredible thing is that I am just discovering DMT and know it has a lot more to show me.

So you each dosed 4-6 times on only 150mg of DMT? And had a breakthrough? That must have been some very pure stuff with perfect vaporization technique! That would be 10-15mgs per dose. I wish I could get off on that small amount of spice! I guess the small doses is likely why you were able to continue re-dosing without waiting at least a half hour in between. I have to wait a half hour or I end up staring at the impenetrable iron curtain of DMT doom! haha.

Beautiful account of your trip man! Thanks for sharing! The gold font makes it all the better!

Tonight is the blue moon(2nd full moon of the month) and the spice is calling me. My brother is going to be up from NC and has never had the chance to try it. I might grab my spirit preperation kit(GVG + Axe pack)and take a trip over to the indian burial mounds and take him for a journey under the moon!

^^^ The moon was absolutely beautiful last night out on my property. I say do it!

I surely wasn't disappointed with my changa experience lastnight.

Moment of Truth, I’ll elaborate on my smoking technique. I would put in about 50mg of spice into my glass vapor genie on top of a copper chore boy. I had one screen and a small amount of passion flower under the chore boy. Also, I’m pretty sure there was some DMT still in my pipe from the day before because I did not clean it whatsoever. There could have been a lot of not yet vaporized DMT in the chore boy and there was definitely some that had melted onto the passionflower. This was probably a factor in what seemed like very small doses.

I always went first and I would get a huge hit then I would hand it to my friend and he would hit it, then I would sometimes get a second hit. The whole time he was hitting it I was holding the DMT in. Once the DMT trip started settling down we would talk the experience over very shortly (like a minute or two) and we would then hit the pipe again without reloading the bowl. After two to three times I would reload the bowl, but not always 50mg worth. I really only measured the first time I loaded the pipe and the rest of the times I just eyeballed it. I don’t think it was ever more than 50mg but it could have been. 150mg was just an estimate for the night, so my estimate could be wrong. Also the last experience I had (the amazing one) was on a freshly loaded dose so I could have very well gotten 30mg+. Also my friend said he didn't see anything hardly that time so I could have gotten close to the full 50mg.

I had three breakthroughs that night, each of them being after loading the bowl. I went first each time so I really was getting a higher dose than 15mg. It definitely wasn't 50mg(besides the last time) though because my friend hit it and then we would both hit it again once the effects started wearing off, with very good effects the second time as well. My friend had one breakthrough that night and the rest he said was mostly sub-breakthrough. This is probably because I got a larger portion of the DMT than he did each time. Also, I think it took less DMT as the night went on for the effects to kick in since there was some still in my system.

Anyway, with that all said I love doing DMT back to back for an hour or two. The trips last longer and the experiences all merge nicely together. If anyone hasn't tried it I encourage you to do so. I haven’t gotten the impenetrable curtain that you were talking about maybe because I have low does in between the high doses.

Thanks for the reply! And yeah tonight sounds like it would be an awesome night to do DMT. I still haven’t done DMT outside yet but would love to sometime.

That is exactly how it feels like. Last night when I came back from an eternity of creating little bubble universes and observe each of them play out to the end, returning to the body was like WTF, this is so fake. It felt like being buried alive or being in a cocoon, and looking at parts of my apartment from the little cracks in the cocoon, while some bizarre forces were building the rest of the apartment back together. And when it was done, it was like "Ok, now you can look." This feels so fake, just like a protective dream layer from seeing the truth that we are god.

But in a way it's still ok because this is how it is, this is how it's meant to be at the current section of this time fractal. The integration is important here and to just remember that everything is relative, you can find beauty even in the ugliest prisons. And this is FAR from being an ugly prison.

Oh and great report!

Awesome report, you brought back some precious mystical knowledge, thank you.

I have a theory... that God is a fractal. That's what Jehovah means actually: "I am who I am." This is what a fractal does - it explains itself through itself. So we are just God's leafs, the way the fern leafs are small representations of the whole plant. We are here in these bodies for a purpose, and I think it is to reflect God, and be reflected by Him, so that there is Consciousness and God realizes Himself. Actually the very Reflection is God... Cause we cannot be God.
God is a simple, impersonal principle, the principle of life and wholeness. And it is indeed - infinite reflection/recursion.
I can go on with proving why Nothing IS (potentially) Everything but then I'll start quoting Hegel and Jung, and that's not good...