Hi there.
This is my trip report of my first spice trip.
In the days before this trip I have been busy extracting the spice myself. Now, the evening was there try it out. I must say I was quite nervous about it all day long. I promised my girlfriend that we would try it together and she was also ready for it.
For some reason she was not nervous at all. Maybe because she did not read ant trip report from anyone so she did not know what was coming. On the other hand, she tried Salvia couple of days before, and said that was fun, so I guessed she could handle it well enough.
A friend of mine called and asked if he could pass by to have a beer. Girlfriend agreed on him coming over, so 45 mins later he was at my door.
Because it was the first time I make spice I wanted to try it out on myself first to make sure not to harm anyone with this white stuff supposed to be spice.
As I do not have any real trip experience except for N2O and high dose xtc, i decided to start with a low dose of 15 mg. I placed it in a bong with steelwool, heated the wool a bit, and melted the spice in.
First hit went pretty well. Kept it in for 15 secs and went for the second one. This one did not like it much in there and I had to cough it out. Terrible taste sensation. I had been sitting in the smell of spice for days already during the extraction, but this was really bad taste.
The room began to change. Not real changing, but everything was moving, and all edges of objects were "echoing" like circles in a water do.
I could see patterns of energy in the air. I decided to lay down and close my eyes. Nothing really interesting there. Just black, with something a flash of a strip of coloured triangles. when I opened my eyes the effects began to fade away.
Girlfriends turn.
She took a good hit from the bong. and closed her eyes. She saw many colours and was in a light room, but not much happened.
Friend's turn.
He took 2 good hits from the bong. layed down, and after 10 seconds stood up. I jumped up to close the window, preventing him from doing the bird imitation or something.
He inspected the curtains closely, and said he saw many patterns on them. He looked at us and then went back on curtain inspection. Later, he said that when he looked at us, we were made out of " crosses" which look a bit like pieces of puzzles and that our eyes were empty holes made out of these bended crosses.
By now it was about an hour later, so I wanted to increase the dose.
I putted 25 on the steelwool, and knew there was still some left in the bong from the last time, so it was something like 30/35.
I took the first hit, Nothing much happened, second hit. Thought I had to cough again, so I layed down an said to myself that I did not have to cough. That worked. After 15 seconds the whole room was vibrating and echoing, and the visible energy in the air was back. I remembered that the goal was to go in deeper this time, so I got up and asked for the bong. By now I kind of lost grip with reality and the bong felt weird in my hand. When I looked at the bong it looked like it was made out of water. A happy feeling got over me. This because I finally got some solid reality alteration with the bong made out of water.!! I tool the last hit in and laid down. The air in the room filled up with more energy, and patterns started to get into them.It looked a bit like the air becoming solid. I felt a bit sick because everything was moving in a wave, guided by the music.
Then I thought: Oh, yeah, lets see what is on the back of my eyelids, so I closed my eyes............
Whoooooooowwwwwwwww.....WTF? What is this!
The first thing I thought was: "Guys, sorry, but I am probably not going to make it to tell you what I am seeing right now" But felt unable to speak it out loud.
I was in a room. It was made out of black glass. All the and corners were made out of thin florescent light lines. the walls contained a grid made out of thin silver coloured lines the room was aprox. 10 by 6 meters. I was standing in one of the corners. I felt the presence of someone else in the room. I knew it was a female being, but did not see or hear anything from her.
In the room were 2 cubes made out of thick metal wire. They were floating one meter above the ground. In each of this cube there was a glass sphere I looked at the nearest sphere and it was like I got closer to it, or it was moving towards me. I looked into it and saw fractals moving inside it, swirling through each other at moderated speed. I was amazed how sharp these were. I was seeing everything so incredibly sharp and detailed, that for a moment I had to look away from the sphere as I was getting a bit sick.
I was also afraid that I was getting too close to the sphere. I did not want to go in the sphere, but I felt it could happen if I kept focussing on it. I was not ready for that yet, so I opened my eyes, and the room was filled with patterns. I looked at my girlfriend and friend, and they were sitting there perfectly silent. (love them already as trip buddies as the just shut the $%^$# up when one other is tripping)
I closed my eyes again but was no longer in the room. It was like I was in the dark, on my right there were 3 light coloured stripes from top down they were blue, red and green and emitting light.
The blue one moved and the end of the thick stripe became a hand and touched my face. I did not like that as I rather was in the role as a neutral observer. Now it touched me and it felt like I lost that neutrality. I opened my eyes and the livingroom slowly turned back into my room.
Now, this was quite intense. I felt that I could have gone in deeper by keeping the focus on the sphere, but was not ready for it yet. The dose was exactly what I needed, so I am happy with that. but OMG. it was so overwhelming! never thought anything like this was ever possible. Can't wait to go in again, but forcing myself to just wait a bit and process the last event. Will keep you posted!!!