These were the words that I heard when I smoked dmt today. I didn't actually hear those words, but rather they were placed in my head as a thought. I say placed in my head because I could distinctly tell that it was not me that produced that thought.

I believe I was in the limbo stage before a breakthrough, however it was not unpleasant or uncomfortable at all, but slightly confusing.

The trip:

I was outside, and the sun's rays were hitting my eyes when I smoked the dmt. Crickets and other insects were making noises, and when I started to trip, those noises amplified dramatically until it consumed all of my hearing. Simultaneously the white light from the sun's rays that I saw transformed. The light formed into geometrical patterns, and these patterns in turn morphed into shapes. These shapes were constantly shifting and changing, and they were moving towards me.

It was kind of disorienting and confusing, because nothing stayed still long enough for me to really understand what was happening. That's when I heard the message "everything that has a beginning has an end, and that's OK." Hearing those words eased my mind seeing those complex shifting light shapes, because I knew that the trip would end, and the feeling of confusion/uneasiness would end as well.

Conclusion:

I think that there was more to that message than just helping me relax during the trip. I'm at a pivotal point where some serious and drastic changes are happening in my life. I feel more content and at peace with the decisions that I've made, and I'm excited rather than nervous for the new life that lays ahead for me. It was a very humbling experience, and the message that I got out of the trip was pretty easy for me to integrate into my life.

Life, happiness, sadness, and every emotion in between--all have a starting point, or something that catalyzed and set those into motion--they all must eventually end. But it's OK, none of those things were meant to last for eternity anyways.

Not the most ground shattering revelation that I've had with spice or while beshroomed, but this message is something that I believe many people can relate to on one level or another, so I figured I'd share this trip experience with fellow Nexians.