Hi so this is my second breakthrough and my first solo using ayahuasca. Unlike the first time which was with a brew that was frozen after being made and wasnt freshly brewed,the second brew was fresh from the morning.

I read stuff about it doesnt change the potency if you freaze it which is true and false under my opinion potency stays the same but the speed it hit you is totally different and the visual are way clearer no fuzzyness (felt less like a dream and more real is what im trying to get to).

So my friend made his last batch for me saying after this i will have to brew my own he made me a 20g flask giving me 2 shots of 10g each i took the maoi in pill form which was syrian rue and then proceeded on taking a shot glass half brew half ice tea made it more easier to drink then repeated again so i had taken a full shot glass of the brew and unlike last time were my body reacted right away wanting to trow it up, it went down pretty good wasnt feeling wuzzy at all.

After what seem like about 30 min the urge to purge came even though i was feeling sick its like it had to get out which exactly like the first time i felt like every ounce of evil that was in me was gone and the second time around it wasnt violent as a purge and like the first time my visual started when i started to stare at what i just purge which looke to what i can explain as death.

At that time it was pass sunset and i proceeded to walk home to go in hypespace my walk home was amazing(as i was fearing to be to out of it to make it home without making a foul out of me) the street was way larger then it usually and every plant was comunicating with me with emotions they wouldn't say words just feeling and they all had face some happy some scary some sad some neutral and i kept seing a dark silhouette watching over me i still have no clue who he is but he watches over me and the entire world at this point pulsing and the pulse became more like a vibration.

When i reached my house my friend left me and i was on the verge of a breakthrough but i felt dirty sweaty i had to take a shower. once inside i could see myself in the shower from above my head like my neck was way taller and i couldnt grasp my environment i was at to place at once and the vibration stop like a implosion everything got sucked into me and came out all i can remember is euphoria and colours like dimension folding withing themselves and i could see people laughing at first i though at me but it was more with me i was geting the enjoy yourself alot during this trip which i felt gulty of enjoying this. after i step out i saw my refection in the mirror where i could see myself with 3 eye but if i would focus on my third eye it would dissapear and reappear.


after i laydown put some music on and just got carried away to a crystal clear caves with shiny ruby colours radiating on tones that would make em change from dark red to light yellowish orange then i saw a phoenix made of light which guide me down the cave to were a temple made from ray of light with a door in front of me but then i could control myself i wanted to go in the door but the more i tried the more i felt carried away i remember talking with the phoenix but all the memory are fuzzy i woke up about 1 hour in a half passed by to me it felt like a day.

i then went back to my friends house as at the time i thought i was out of it (i was so wrong) but the walk to his place made me realized that the plants are still talking to me and i was not back from hyperspace i talked about what i saw with my friend and we then went to his room. Which is filled with psychedelic posters and shamanistic stuff.

At first i felt uneasy he then started playing digeradoo trans music and started to burn sage which smelled soooooo goood and i went back in i was seeing alot of patterns and feeling a evil presence really angry but out of the blue i felt like this inner roar that resonate from me giving me courage then i felt really powerful energy wise my friend then gave me a rock when he did that i felt warm fire from it and it was mixing it with me making me more powerful i felt i could summon flames and breath them in like i was in a cloak of fire but then i t tarted to freak out like i couldnt understand i was doing this and it vanished.

After ward i remember that energy was still within me it was pulsing in my body like a bell was ringing from my arm or knee or fingers i then hear my friend saying his going to play something funny and evil at the same time which was a tatoo remix of running to my head and all i can remember are running through my head and sparkles in my brain with the pulsing energy but pulsing sharper with more intensity which felt good but foreign and really weird.

Later on i proceeded back home as i was once again coming down i went back home and took the rest of the shot without nothing else i took the initial shot at 9pm it was now 1am i think im not to sure and i went back again but this time i stayed there one shot until 6am

After the second shot i went in a pearl white dimension the walls the floor was changing constantly i met people their made out what i can describes as pipecleaner made of light at first they were tiny and they looked like they where doing something important but then they notice me and the became giants looking down on me i don't remember much but what i remember is every question i would ask they would show me with images they wouldn't actually talk or if they did they used one or two word sentences i remember asking asking why if his place is real that everyone cant experience the same things (as my friend experience with ayahuasca are really different then mine) i then saw a party from different perception and at first i thought i was seing different parties from different people and in then end i heared that was all the same party. i also remember them telling me i was a shadow and i remember they where showing me how to stretch my arms and leg making me look like a stick man i know i ask more but i cant remember the rest. I then woke up it was 6am i went to bed

Now that this is my second experience and breakthrough im starting to notice paterns in common with my trips which on of em is fire and mythical creatures also unlike my friend who seems to be more in control and can navigate while i cant its like im on auto pilot if i see a area that i want to go i cant get to it is there a way to be able to control yourself easier and how to do it i did the diet i meditated and i still cant manage it does it just take practice????? And what was with the fire mage thing it felt really real and it was as soon as i was given the rock that trigger the event i did my share of psychadelics but nothing ever felt that real before i hope im just freaking myself out any way hope you enjoy reading this.

hey man cool story, i know how you feel when you drift away from something you want to reach, it happened to me alot in my dreams when i was younger, and the third eye you saw just under or on on top of your other,when i used to take alot of extasy i tend to hallucinate a second pair of eyes or even 2 pairs of eyes on people when i lose focus staring at thems..it can me really mind blowing, can it?.

thanks for reply jiffy222 and yes its beyond mind blowing im still researching what i saw and im still young in the sense of using this and in life(im only 27) even if i read and read about it saw people do it and read stuff on this forum but i notice how i knew nothing and still a child mentally compare to what i thought i knew and as for the third eye what was weird was it wasn't a eye trick or hallucination of seeing something that you perceive as something else it was really a third eye that would sprout from my forehead and had a different colour then my eye i have brown/green eye i don't recall the colour but i recall not being the same colour it would stand out and when i would want to stare in it it would go back in i also recall changing my body shape from skinny to buff and from young to old wrinkly i was having fun doing this in the mirror like a idiot but at the time i though i was wasting my time like i should be doing more important thing then having fun with it but i also got a message to enjoy myself so its really paradoxal (not sure if that is a word english is my second language) in a way of how i should act when im there i constantly feel like i shouldn't be asking for stuff as, who am i to ask for stuff but then again you have to make your intention clear so il try to find a balance humble aproach. jiffy222 how did you manage to gain more control over it if you did or its always going to be like that???????