I go straight past that kaleidoscopic awesome visual stuff to this simple dimensional land I am shifting and folding and cubing walls. I mean there is not like land I'm just this shape that keeps folding in upon itself. There's no excitement just complete What the fudge is this and it kinda blows. By vaping more spice I thought I was supposed to travel and stuff but instead I just end up like this..

Everything starts turning into this cutting cubing dimension. It feels like a randomizing digital picture where I am the walls of it and never set. It feel like there's rods and railings going through me to these specific points.

..?


I feel like I'm that thing on the right >

Interesting. How much spice did you take and what method?
Sounds like a loop or stuck. Try opening your eyes and then shut them, it seems to change the trip sometimes.
I guess I should ask you. Your eyes were open or close?

Yea it sucks. Before this I took 20-25mg and had a great time with the visuals and the feelings I got when I came back with were even better. then I added more spice. and two times this happened now. The first time I didn't understand it or care to so I just went with it, and it felt like I was dead because of the feelings of having rods going through me. When it started happening again this time I was like no way... I can't see how vaping anymore would get me past that point
And there's no feelings of anything, just ++++++ over and over spinning and flipping and changing. It's so far apart from the euphoria from the smaller amount. I don't even know what'll happen if I go w/ a smaller amount now.

I took a big toke of like 30ish mg. Held it in, and then the onset feeling would come, it would zoom right past the kaleidoscopic patterns to the inside of this shape. Like an alternating undulating sequence.

It's so annoying, like I had no choice. That's why the first time I thought I was dead, or at least said this is what nonexistence is. The very center of this life thing. I would close my eyes and I would just be anywhere, like my future was just untold.

Strange. One thing you might want to do (and I thought of this while I was in the colored patterns part was, to state why you are there. What do you want to be shown? Maybe that holds the key to being shown things of interest. Just a guess.
But it kinda sounds like you are stuck in like the fabric of something, or molecules.

Earlier that afternoon though I took a hit of spice and everything stood still. My mind was disconnected, I wondered how I was truly living in normal life though. like what could possibly be wrong with life.
This is it. And we don't care. When there's a chemical, a chemical that's in everything in life. A chemical that shows you dimensional space. A chemical that soothes your vibration, that equalizes your frequency. Your interpretation of electrical signals.

I was the man in the DMT pictures of lines and dimensions running everywhere.

I don't care about me. I don't care about unfair. I only wonder, why we are being lied to. We are untaught.

now 9-5 for me. $$