I have smoalked quite a few times now. Very small amounts. But there have been now two times I have inhaled 10-12mg and another 16mg a different time.
What get is just this... I get the carrier wave, warm rush body load, then intense visuals. These visuals are massive colours with zig-zag lines all over in an empty area about 3-5 feet from me. Then I get this re-occurring feeling like "the joke is on you!".
It is the same thing twice. First time it was just odd and got stuck in it like a loop. Second time I was like "here we go again" and it was intense moving zigzag lines and then it kind of stopped. Then I thought I would open my eyes and the visuals were faint and then disappeared and all things were slimy shiny in my room. Then closed my eyes and it was too weird to describe... Ummm like bird beak shapes thinning out like waves and then another repeated... Pretty strange. Maybe some silk waving tattered curtains. Pretty hard to remember. 5minutes total.

So my question: do you feel like the "jokes on you!" ? Or someone is making fun of you?

I know I need more spice to get past this. But I am working on it! It's hard for me!


Ps. I will make real trip reports when I have real breakthroughs... Thanks!

Last time I went I had extremely bad nausea which was new, and quite unpleasant. Something i've never had on DMT before, but during the fight with trying to figure out if I needed to purge while in hyperspace, I had a bit of the feeling you describe I think.. I had this sense of i've been here before, I know this all ends as a joke. It gave me a bit of a throwback into the only bad LSD trip I've ever had were I was convinced my entire existence was a joke.

But over all I don't know if there ever has been a great deal of uniformity to any of my journeys, overall though most have been pleasant and rewarding.

I've always gotten the hint (especially in higher dosages) to "lighten up" in a very jokingly manner. Kind of like a cosmic joke you could say.

But in the higher dosage experiences...no time for jokes..hehe