Last time I posted it was because I had an anxiety ridden experience.

Last Friday I put on the Cocteau Twins and started to light up. It was so intense and I felt a little wobbly until finally I came to my senses, I was no longer confused. It was like the DMT spirit was an old military Uncle giving me a hard hand shake, fucking with me until I said out, Fuck you! This is AWESOME! And then I had control.

Then the light started. I had the lights turned off. I saw orange and green tiny Crystals organizing around the music. It felt like the dmt spirits were digging the tunes. It was magical.

I remember someone saying that DMT is not fun, it's not for trip seekers checking out crazy visuals. But, I kept going, I was like balloon being shot into the stratosphere. I'd come down and I'd shoot back up again.

Well, I wasn't taken to some other dimension, I didn't see any beings. But, somehow it let me have some sort of control over the experience while I listened to tunes. I put on Black Dice, I put on Cluster, I put on Egyptrixx. It all rocked my socks off, it was my own personalized lightshow and I was high and relaxed. I started at 9pm and did not stop until 4am. I had a blast. Who says DMT can't be fun? By the end of the night my computer screen which is right in front me seemed like a distant mirror, it was pouring off white & purple squares from what seemed like 200 feet away.

It was a great experience because now I feel really familiar with Level I and that is what has been scaring the socks off me since I got this stuff, just the intensity. But, now I am liking it, a lot! Maybe one of these days I will hit the other levels. But, Level I can be really awesome.

DMT can most certainly be fun. The idea is that if you keep returning to it with the intention of having fun, you're gonna be disappointed or worse sooner or later.

Well said, it really can take you anywhere... For better or worse. I believe respect is all it needs(or should I say takes).

Level 1 is AWESOME!!! That's where I have been from the start!
I love it. Is it wrong I love the colourful visuals? DMT has so much more to offer. But Level 1 is for now all right with me! It stretches my face in to a nice fully extended GRIN!
I actually thought about it last night. Is if I go deep in to DMT, then I will "know" what DMT is about or have "seen" something. Then there is no turning back. Maybe every little small dose from then on will give me the feeling of the big doses and not be fun anymore in small doses. As a small dose, it's just fun, there is no bad times!

Level I can be very interesting for sure, oddly Level I seems to not exist anymore for me. After I had broken through several times, trying to do just a small amount seemed to provide no effect. I get just the bodily effects (lethargy/weakness) and no visuals.

But I still can get the breakthrough or pre-breakthrough experience where i'm pretty much overtaken by the visuals and most of my thought patterns are unable to complete.

I'm unsure on why but i've definitely had some experiences that were not pleasant, one time getting extremely nauseated and convinced I was breathing in some sort of toxic gas, and struggling to crawl/climb stairs and get to fresh air. Others just being sure I had completely lost my mind and thinking i'd be stuck in the pure insanity that was going on (which temporarily is fine, but permanently i'm sure would be a nightmare). But then again, is there any one thing that doing for the rest of your life would not be a nightmare?