Hey guys,
I've been around here a while and have had a few breakthrough experiences with entities showing me things and changing my dimensional perspectives when looking at them, but nothing unique enough for be to bother writing up and posting.

I just had some changa, around 100mg, i'd say. felt reeeally strong compared to what i had been making (jungle oil), but wasn't near breakthrough. so i got up and had another 50mg.

i was rushing into hysperspace and the vibrating was there in slow consistent rings. i felt water gushing from my eyes as i cried from intensity. it wasn't bad intensity but wasn't good either. then as i was approaching this crescendo of color and light in this beautiful organism sphere i was in something screamed at me and said something like 'now we have you' and out of the walls of this sphere came a million tubes of flesh and cells and they pierced into me and started sucking all i was out and into it's organism like a huge parasite. i could feel each cell go into it, and for moments i would shift into it's consciousness.
it was a terrifying red organism to be in, and it's activity was getting bigger and bigger as it continuously morphed and writhed.
if any of you have seen 'akira' it was like being inside the entity going batshit at the end.
the vibrating then got higher and higher and faster. at the beginning of the trip this had happened and it felt like my heart was going to overbeat and i would die of cardiac arrest, but i was trying to accept it for i knew rebirth would come after that symbolic death.
but now it was as if thing thing was trying to kill my body so i would become a part of it.
as i reached right before the second crescendo i was frightened somehow to open my eyes (couldn't do this before, was not in control).
once i did i no longer felt possessed or frightened but something was sucking me down. i quickly moved my laptop off my bed before collapsing down on my face.
then i was in some kind of space craft looking at our planet, i could see at least 30 people like me lying in bed, an alien inside the ship was telling some others of his experiments and was displaying me as his current subject, he mentioned how at this point the subject starts to feel okay. but the some of the other people lying in bed were still being tortured. he was some kind of scientist-esque creature of this race.
then i opened my eyes and kept them open for a while, and drank some water. i felt a lot better and decided 'no fuck you bitch, i'm not going to let you possess me' and tried to close my eyes and get back there to defeat this entity, but i couldn't get anywhere near it again or hysperspace.
so i opened my eyes waited till i felt aight and told my girlfriend what happened, the reality of her helped me.

now i feel fine (30 minutes later).

i know i should have redosed and defeated it, but i was too scared and exhausted.

advice? 'go get 'em'?

Crazy story!

What smoking method are you using? 100mg is too much if smoalked properly...

He said 100 mgs changa.

I think I,ve dealt with that thing before.
I,ve told it to f*** off a few times .

It's really dose dependent . If your in too deep
The thing does what it wants . That's why i always ease in and try to keep some level of control whenever possible.

It feels more like the thing wants to be in us and use us in some way . It's like we are food for it it it wants to sense our world through us .

Sometimes if you can manage to raise a certain level of anger towards it , it goes away .
It takes a lot of balls to do but its worth a try .

Personally I don't like that thing so I try different ways to shift the journeys by using alot of caapi
As a buffer or protective element .

I've had several reoccurring nightmares between the age of 5 and 14. The plot goes something like this: I "rocket" to existance and discover I am a scientist in a laboratory type setting. I'm in a control room and I "launch" someone on this machine, and I can literally feel the energy exerted by this thing. Well next thing you know I'm on the machine and it's so intense that the several times I've had that stage of the dream that I wake up sick for a week afterwards.

What I'm trying to say is that that space craft of experiment sounds a lot like what I've been in. I don't know if you'll ever go back to that ship, but if you do, try to ask about a machine for me

Best of luck and I hope it's better for you next time.

Weird crazy stuff happens... Great that you handled it well. Knowing to tell F'off for unpleasant beings is smart thing to do as it often works.

will do. it was as if the whole experience was caused by this scientist's experiment. maybe i was in a machine/matrix?

maybe dmt just makes you accept wifi connections from different machines like this and that what makes us trip balls?

and 100mg changa in a bong.

yeah i feel i need to try caapi pretty badly.

thanks guys

Yep, Strassman has a couple of those cases in his book. I still think letting go and surrendering are the best way to go, no matter of it's real or not.

My favorite is the dude who was raped by a crocodile. I love reading the bad trips. In fact, I ONLY read the bad trip reports here on the Nexus, never the good.

Serious ass kicking is in line. We shall summon the old blue one Captain Planet!

Damn that's freaking intense dude, I really liked your description of the "crescendo of color and light"

Glad you're all good!

I really want to maybe write something up attempting to explore what could be going on with the negative experiences... I mean, some are clearly due to some set/setting factor likebad vibes in the area being magnified a billionfold by the Spice, or an argument with a loved one the day of a Spice experience, things like that. But then there are these sorts of experiences. Being captured by malicious entities is a very interesting phenomenon... and in this experience the fact that they "lured" you in with beauty has a very ominous air about it.

I'm going to at least make a thread some time... \\edit: to the OP, You'll be ok. I don't know if "facing" that particular enitity(s) again is what you want, or if it's even possible for you to consciously go back to that same place... but if you feel up to it and if you feel that is what you should do, do it. I had a frightening experience a few weeks ago, but after a 7 day break from DMT I got back on and there hasn't been much Darkness about...

Sometimes when I read all this... I get really worried... Mostly by the more-real-than-realness of it all. I am also starting to ask myself Strassman's question: aren't we all in a sort of collective psychosis?

I think more like we're all experiencing similar hallucinations which are our brains attempting to relay a picture of the space-time we occupy to our consciousnesses ...

About these dark experiences, does anyone think they're happening more frequently? That is my question... I'll have to sift through old reports and see if these sorts of things pop up as much.

I believe there is a duality in all things, and balances are rewarded. In drugs use especially.
I should have gone easy, it was my first time with changa, and i should have not gone so overboard. I believe i was somewhat punished for it. it was like the inhabitants of hysperspace were like 'look man i cbf'd with this overconfident psychonaut from earth, can your creepy uncle handle him?'
at the same time, when i stood up after the first hit to repack my cone, i felt somewhat possessed then, i was questioning whether i was doing it at my own will or not, but did it anyway because i saw no harm, and wasn't expecting the boogey monster.

i think you could be onto something about the pattern in these trips.
i feel the hyperspace is just a place and many entities travel within it, some live there.
i have seen civilization's histories splattered in a consciousness art piece for travellers to experience.
i can't imagine everything up there is what we perceive as 'good' or 'pure'. but then again these things are just societal definitions.
this thing was being a parasite on me and trying to engulf and encompass me and it scared me. but i do devour colonies of bacteria every day (yoghurt, yummy) and crush microcosms in every step.
whatever it was, it was TRYING to scare me, trying to come across as evil, where in fact none exists. next time i see that punk i'm going to laugh at him, but i'll be keeping my dosages much lower till i get the 'feel' of changa.

just out of curiosity, how old are all you guys? i'm eighteen as of this year.

define psychosis, please.
don't be worried, whatever it is, it's collective. but to me psychosis is just hyperactive thought/mental activity, and as there isn't really any objective truths, when we are on a drug that makes us hyperthought (not dmt, tbh) we are looking for answers to questions which don't exist, so we try and answer them with another question and so forth.
i call it fractal thought, because the patterns are the same. i have it before i egodeath on lsd; 'the ego's last stand' when it throws my subconscious and all it's nonsensical babble at me and expects me want to hold on to that. and then i let go.

i should have let go in this last trip but i was scared like a little bitch. i might launch tonight, and will keep you guys up to date if i do.

It's kinda funny that you've mentioned that because I've felt the same way too. Sometimes it seems like a whole bunch of us get hit with negativity all at once, but I don't have any kind of empirical numbers to back it up, and it could very well just be projection where when we're having negative experiences, we tend to notice others' negative experiences more since perhaps we can relate to them more and they are more pertinent at the time. Kinda like with mood-congruent memory. When you're happy, you tend to have happy memories and when you're sad, you tend to have sad memories. I think perhaps it's kinda related to this phenomena.

It doesn't matter whether we interpret the trip as good or bad, no matter what the outcome your results will always remain the SAME.... A profound experience beyond words.

However I do feel when traveling the unknown one must be prepared for the unexpected by whatever means beknownst to the explorer(or you deserve your fate at the hands of the silver lizard king). I interact with the trip using my imagination, something rubs me the wrong way I slap it hard. As far as whats going on with the purps and lizards, kill em all.
no love for invaders, no free taxi rides here

sounds wicked!

collective psychosis... dunno if this is the true meaning - but i view it as a collective belief in something that isn't there...

i'm 28.