1 First DMT Trip Report:http://www.youtube.com/w...;feature=player_embeddedsummation: not much to report other than it was very psychedelic. outlines / edges seemed to glisten & repeat within location. the rush is intense as it is fast & the body high quite extreme. one aspect of it was greatly pronounced in that i felt great fear. fear which i supposed was because of the powerful & rapid onset, but later found out to be caused by quite another reason. much of the purpose of this blog is to express & explore such reasoning…
2 & 3 Further Observationsa second & third experience: the memories sparse, fragmented, too difficult to organize in the order they occurred but i will try. the second experience in that i partook seemed to present a presence. there were many females whom seemed to belong to an amazonian tribe or the like. they quickly flashed before expressing what felt to be some sort of indifference & anger towards me. they appeared in form of thought & vision which was transparent somehow. it was a fast notion by which they appeared, shrugged at me, shunning even, then went away. it was as if they refrained to acknowledge me in that their judgements were communicated to another, greater & more dominant, authoritative group or culture who’s more sublime & transparent presence covered over the experience. i quickly began brainstorming as to why they would offer such an expression & came up with the sense that i was trespassing on something proprietary to them or at least their opinions. it was as if i had done something in the past or am doing something they looked down on me for. another thought in retrospect is that my interpretations about them was derived primarily from my own individualized manifestation, landing perhaps far from the actual truth of what is, was, & did occur. for example one notion was that since i’m over 40 years in age, & am single, having no children was the cause of this other worlds cultural political correctness, being outside their societal law or acceptability. i remember thinking this, then posing the thought that my reason for experimenting with dmt was to seek knowledge, answers, clues to why i’ve become somewhat isolate & alone. immediately the response came, being given in a “oh well tough luck sort of response”. profoundly the fact they (this highly populated multifaceted presence) was completely telepathic, fully capable of receiving my thoughts & instilling in me theirs as means of communication. little were the thoughts that any of these beings observed via presence might be reflecting aspects of my spirit. no the notion they do occur, exist, & inhabit is within another dimension. one of which is the dmt realm, perhaps even physically far away, but arriving when doing dmt or more decided that they occur in the same locality yet unnoticed by the standard issue consciousness of mankind. being optimistic about the unfortunate negative taste on my senses about the style they are relating to me may be the kinder, loving way to do so to get the message through to me so that i might learn the needed lesson. despite the feeling of instant fear within the dmt rush that makes me feel like “oh shit!” i regret this choice & wish to back out of it along the sense of inhospitable reaction so far has been my denial that this presence is the content of a menacing, sinister, cold & even evil like distinction. only i cant help but fear that it is…
4th, 5th, & 6th DMT Threshold Experiencesthe distance of time between posted experiences is approximately one week (7 days) in that complete dmt abstinence is recognized. the visions within the next 4th, 5th, & 6th vaporized dmt inhalation experiences are ordered in an unorganized chronology due to memory challenges to do otherwise. what is & was remembered however is as follows;
experience 4 was provided with some preparation such as no food for an minimum of 12 hours, then .4 of gram weight 10x peganum harmala was added to an approximate 1.5 liters of purified water with lemon juice squeezed from one lemon. the solution was boiled down & filtered nearly filling a large shot glass. the tea was cooled then consumed orally. 20 minutes would pass before smoking my first cone, containing approximately 45 – 60 mg of purified white dmt crystals tucked in the layers of a 1:1 salvia / cannabis mix. intent on achieving a breakthrough experience the closest i’ve come are 2 large lung filled inhalations, each held in around 15 seconds. as anticipated then exceeding a heavy rush came over me while still holding in the first hit, exhaled then hitting the remaining over half full cone in a 1.5 ‘ glass bong was ripped using a bic lighter. at full lung capacity i pulled the stem carbonating the remaining smoke. a third bowl would not be attempted as my will to do so vanished like my state of mind & mood just moments ago. i’ve been able reach strong threshold doses only apposed to way out there breakthroughs because of this drastic change of mind, mood, will, & intent.
the bong literally became a foreign object to me, laminate, reflecting a holographic like energy field on its surface. i barely knew how to set it down to rest on a chair that was next to my bed. there’s a couch across from me about 8 feet away & as i inhaled the 2nd puff a strange being whose definition i could not make out sat down to watch what im doing, only a dark humanoid silhouette was observed & the fact the it was grinning in a ear to ear fashion. that kind of has me freaked out in itself, but am mostly reeling from being catapulted into hyperspace where my dominant reaction is a feeling of terror. whatever reasoning & perceptual familiarity utterly removed. before ex-hailing i lay back on my bed, covering myself in a blanket. ex-hailing as the fullness of the body rush enveloped, rendering me jaw dropped & agape to the hallucinations now flowing down on me. the subsequent visions chartered the dmt realm for me so to speak as the diverse race of alien of beings were observed. for me this is more then sufficient enough a breakthrough thus far. as i entered there realm i saw a square cube comprised of what could be described as piping, from the center it started to unfold out of a compact compartmentalized side table or chair but it was either a machine or a living form of some type because it noticed me there. that's why it was unfolding out of its former setting & waiting self. it pointed at me as if to identify my presence. it was as if that was its function to alert the hive that another one can see. i was quickly overrun by strange beings, of varying heights, having quite slender & rubber like jointed bodies. they moved quick each one doing a task or job duty which seemed to be to patch up the gateway i created. i saw a shorter one floating over me pouring out a black oily like substance that would have covered my bed had it been in this physical plane. they were distinctly thin with what seemed to be fast walking, short legs. these are but one type of beings among countless other machine like, biological, phantom / ghostlike, or light beings.
above me – to be continued…
7th Trip – a timeless momentwhat i’ve noticed about dmt is that like with other entheogens it provides an extreme confrontation of ones self. Preferably all is shining & well in your world so you can be affirmed with a rush of positive, happy, & joyful feel goods. As the many aspects of ones character & life situation are dramatized , rapidly presented through heightened senses of your emotional memories. Unfortunately for me i’ve only been able to draw from adverse & somewhat pessimistic frames of my life’s film. Therefore as a result the subsequent confrontation i’ve experienced have been quite challenging for me to endure. It requires as much accountability as i can muster to separate & filter my individually personal neuroses from the possibility of external causes. At which point i can explore the area(s) of particular interests. As for uncharted regions of hyperspace the appearance of very interesting subject matter drive the motivations for being presented that which is fascinating to me. For instance when a threshold dose is administered my initial thoughts & feelings, pulling from theories of genetic hybrid theories of humankind, along side ancient astronaut possibilities provide the basis for what comes next. Its as if i’m witnessing real time proof, fast as dmt’s onset the experience rendered within my intuitions that an alien race is in direct & non-direct control of earth, its rulers, & all of mankind. That our existence owed to them, & viewed as such to them as being one of servitude as well as one of scientific study & experimentation.
Some visions i’ve had have shown to me various ways & means in that we may spend lifetimes being the rats for there laborious research studies, another purpose we offer to them is the food they eat, additionally to them we are slaves. Owned, controlled, & harvested without a clue this is what’s happening, to the extent that most of us think it is we whom control & choose our life’s destiny’s. But we’ve been fooled my friends, utterly dominated, terrorized, controlled, manipulated, farmed, recycled, over & over again, many, many times. Some of us become a resource that’s completely 100% consumed to the degree that there is nothing left to survive within the eternal continuum of the spiritual paradigm. I don’t wish to be negative, threatening or irrational but these beings are among us, all around, there are several if not teams of beings assigned to each & every one of us only we cannot see or sense them at all or enough because they reside within a fuller range of reality & though diverse in shape & size many of them much like us have bodily vessels in which they follow us around in, stalking, affecting, influencing & feeding off certain etheric energies we produce. They know our will, our emotions, our thoughts, they have certain abilities & they have certain technologies which work together to combine & provide an ongoing conspiracy that equates to a lifestyle familiar to them & the one we think is familiar to us has been a cycling evolution from a seemingly beginning to seeming end age & time, several times over again. Each one has been a means of contribution in order to increase the wealth & power of their empire…
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