I've had this 20X Salvia extract lying around for quite some time now and I felt that the time was right to dive in. For the special occasion, I purchased myself a nice little water pipe. I still feel like someone else is typing this right now.
At this point in my life, I've experienced ayahausca, mushrooms, freebase DMT, LSD, DXM, mescaline, and MDMA. At times it's gotten a little crazy, but never as crazy as this. I was in a different world before I inhaled that thick white smoke, and I'm not entirely sure where I went or am. NO hallucinations, but my mind has never been so twisted. I unfortunately rose to my feet, knocked over my water pipe, and dashed into another room but thankfully I got my "bearings" before anything bad happened. I have never been so utterly confused and disoriented. I had attempted to smoke a pinch of leaves several weeks earlier just to get a feel for the experience, and had felt a very strange sensation that was basically just intensified ten fold.
I packed the bowl with an indeterminate amount of extract, but I knew from weighing it out previously that this was less than 100 milligrams. I didn't smoke though the entire bowl anyway, and certainly that wasn't necessary. Torch lighter in hand, I ignited and inhaled three successive hits, the first being completely irrelevant in terms of how much smoke I inhaled. The last hit was the largest, and I haven't a clue how long I held it in for. I sat up after inhaling and tried to concentrate on holding my breath for as long a count as possible without sputtering out the smoke, and I'm assuming this is when the salvinorin A kicked in fully.
I was staring ahead at the wall of my room with what I will call "salvia vision" before I became very agitated and stood up and spazzed the water pipe over on its side, spilling the contents. I could not tell left from right or up from down and really had no sense that I was tripping at all for a brief period of time. My surrounding were not visually any different--again no hallucinations--but I was convinced that I was in an alternate universe. This trip manifested completely in my mind. I was trapped in a cosmic prison. I had the sensation of other people being with me and kept thinking that someone was going to grab hold of me and sit me down or something. Despite this, I don't think I've ever felt so alone and isolated in the universe. All sense of time was lost, as though it never existed to begin with.
I realize that my trip was possibly the result of a low dose of salvinorin A, which is utterly terrifying to think about. I am very inefficient at smoking, and my lungs are rather irritable. Also, I torched less than a third of the bowl, and on top of that I inhaled very conservatively, but I suppose I did clear all of the smoke. But at the same time, I think I enjoyed the trip and am extremely fascinated with my experience, but not fascinated enough to go deeper without someone at my side. I completely freaked out for a moment before calming myself down.
"Culture is NOT your friend" - TMK
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- Yolks N' Stuff ( 2008 )
The year is 01 ADMT